I get yelled at by my dad and brother all the time that I’m just desensitized to everything. Sometimes I feel like my dad tries to find something to gripe about because he had a bad day and he needs to take it out on me.
God call me a shitty person (I am the spawn of Satan) but I absolutely DESPISE monologues. Yes, the entire time you rant I am standing there waiting for you to get finished. I’m stealing glances at the clock to see how much time has been wasted . I will look at you with a poker face. “Why are you like this?” Sometimes I won’t answer because I’m lost in my thoughts. “WHY?!!! ANSWER ME!” How the fuck am I supposed to answer that? What do I say? Gawd.
The yells hurt my ears. Often times when I get yelled at and I’m in the car I place my AirPods in to tune them out. “TAKE OFF YOUR EARBUDS!” Swear to god I’m going to lose my hearing one of these days. I want out. Gotta find what steps to take to in order to leave
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