Boredom To be bored is to know torture, Gnawing at my own skin for kicks, The need to feel something oppressive and forceful, And the growing fear of accepting it. It is unlike sadness in the sense that it creeps, It doesn't jump out, or spring upon you, It slowly crawls inside of you, into your bones it seeps, Then it flows from your pores, filling your tomb. It isn't like anger as it's appearanc... » Continue Reading
Sins of The Flesh To be human is to be dirty, A simple fact of life, The dirt is unavoidable, And it clings to your skin. But I don't want to be human, I gasp, If this body is a gift I relinquish it, A god given gift it may be I do not accept it. I will find something better, I decree, Something that will not rust, nor wilt, nor decay, Something clean and pristine that I can wear And not feel dis... » Continue Reading
i hate school so much. itz a really cliche thing to say, but there iz no other way to describe it. i absolutely h8 it. everyone sukz, therez no time for anything else, i cant even breathe right now and im still in clasz. im choking on my own throat rn and all i can think abt is how i have late work i need to do. in short, everything sucks and i am going to vomit >:P » Continue Reading
so, i don't know if this even counts as 'taking care of yourself', but why is it so hard to keep up with friends and your own needs? like, i'll take a break from social media, but then i feel like i'm neglecting the people i talk to. but then when i spend too much time online i forget that i have a body that needs to be taken care of. i want so badly to talk to/hang out with people, but it just fe... » Continue Reading
so, like, what do you do when some1 breaks up with u, but itz like totally no1s fault? i feel like im not allowed to be mad, but at the same time it came out of nowhere! bsides, we were friendz b4 we were dating, so do i just stop talking to her? i don't even kno anymore, everything suckz again. n e way, i feel like im gonna vomit again so wtv. thats it ig » Continue Reading
No True Future I have hope for a future Where the sky can be seen, Dirt clears from the air, But I know it just won't come. I have hope for a future Where rain falls from the clouds, Water seeps into the soil, But it's never gonna happen. I have hope for a future Where we are able to walk free, When the children can laugh and play, If only they could. I have hope for a future Where life and freedo... » Continue Reading
Inside I like inside because it's comfortable, I like inside because it's warm, I like inside because it's not scary, I like inside because it's safe. I like inside because it makes me happy, I like inside because it keeps me safe, I like inside because no one can touch me, I like inside because I am free. I like inside because they leave me alone, I like inside because they are outside, I like in... » Continue Reading
All The World's A Stage All the world's a stage, Quoted from Shakespeare the truth, The world is on a set path, Choices not defined. Green strings wrap a dancer's neck, Bells jingle from her hands and feet, Merely a puppet to the cycle of life, 'Till the end of days. Up and down go the limbs, Fate in the largest hands, The narrative on a linear decline, A rather awful film, I believe. Tap shoes mu... » Continue Reading
not a full day on here and i have already come to a conclusion. everyone making layoutz on here izz.. A WIZARD! i could not do it. all of the profilez are so cool o.o it haz to be witchcraft, i swear. » Continue Reading