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2025 wishes

Category: Life

- to drown in love  - to be on my own - to sleep as i please - long hair  - more clothes, jewelry and perfume - collect lps & dolls - publish my stories  - make merch of my art - have at least 1 vacation  » Continue Reading

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thought of you

Category: Life

i wonder if you've thought of me at all. to be honest, i don't think of you much or often. you ruined whatever dream i had built up in my head, or maybe i did by waking up.  still, there's a minuscule piece of you within me. i saw a picture of a camping tent and wondered what it would've been like camping with you. i think it was my silence you ran from, when i thought much like me, you found it p... » Continue Reading

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dream i had today

Category: Life

woke up early, had half of my breakfast but i felt so tired i went to bed again. then i had this dream i dreamt that i was god and i visited a small prosperous town, it was small as in not a city more it was like an english town with all the houses next to each other and some in front, i looked at i » Continue Reading

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mournful thought

Category: Life

i don't know what my heart used to have it now appears to lack. there is no chasing left in me. i don't care about anything that bad and anything that feels hard doesn't appear worth it to me. i don't care. i am okay with never speaking to anyone again, i am okay with disappearing in everyone's head. i'm okay with me leaving and i'm okay with you leaving.  » Continue Reading

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i don't relate

Category: Life

everyone seems to take things very seriously, to a degree and with an intensity that i don't relate to. nothing matters that much to me. am i losing my connection with this world even more? i just want to sleep and do nothing. i can't imagine screaming out or finding a reason to care about anything. i'm not really sad or depressed like in the past, so i don't mean it in a sullen tone. that's preci... » Continue Reading

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fav songs nov 9

Category: Music

Elita - She Bangs like a fairy on acid, So Wet, Masturbating in a coffin, Sour switchblade KiroTV - Sneaker Pimps Fake Smile - Snow strippers kate bush - hammer horror alaska y dinarama - isis marina - jealousy, miss Y » Continue Reading

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how shifty eyed

Category: Life

they all are. for a short say, hour i can talk to someone and hear them reply. after that, they all change their mind and don't struggle to forget. lately i've been able to forget too and most importantly i don't care. but oh how disappointing people can be. can't even stay on track for one whole day. » Continue Reading

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favorite songs at the moment 2

Category: Music

some i've been obsessing over lately - Sneaker Pimps - M'aidez   - Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Maps - Magneto - Vuela Vuela  - Ana Torroja - Como Sueñan las sirenas  - Akira Yamaoka - Rain Of Brass Petals - Akira Yamaoka - I Want Love - Kate Bush - Babooshka - No Doubt - Simple kind of life -  No Doubt -  Bathwater » Continue Reading

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about gender and masculinity

Category: Religion and Philosophy

i like being a guy. it's fun. for the longest time i thought hated it. i've always liked feminine things, i've never had  a favorite color other than pink. i've always been loyal to britney spears and pretty much anything that resembled her. i love dolls, barbie, hello kitty, you get the gist. i couldn't quite make sense of it all, i felt somewhat bad about it but not quite wrong. i never stopped ... » Continue Reading

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self fulfillment

Category: Life

i may never need anyone. emotionally and physically at least. i have reached a point where i trust everyone so little, it no longer even matters. i trust my own opinion so much and i value it exclusively. everyone is going to change their mind about you. your comfort, your life can't depend on something so ephemeral. i can't picture ever asking for anyone's approval. no one is as valuable as my ow... » Continue Reading

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i love horror

Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

especially having to deal with mythology, the supernatural and paranormal. i HATE true crime and i think there's something horrible about turning real life traumatic events i to spectacle. don't even get me started on the people that do their makeup or EAT while talking about crime cases. just gross. anyway i mention it because it often gets lumped with horror and i think they're not only differen... » Continue Reading

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attraction

Category: Romance and Relationships

for a while now, at least 2 years i've felt so strangely about being attracted to anyone. somewhat scared, somewhat confused about who i should even be looking at. i never want to risk going after who doesn't reciprocate. i'm not even able to, unless a guy comes up to me and is only direct but only intense and consistent, i'll just assume i'm not his type and as childish as it may sound i do need ... » Continue Reading

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