i don't relate

everyone seems to take things very seriously, to a degree and with an intensity that i don't relate to. nothing matters that much to me. am i losing my connection with this world even more? i just want to sleep and do nothing. i can't imagine screaming out or finding a reason to care about anything. i'm not really sad or depressed like in the past, so i don't mean it in a sullen tone. that's precisely it; i. don't. care.