self fulfillment

i may never need anyone.

emotionally and physically at least. i have reached a point where i trust everyone so little, it no longer even matters. i trust my own opinion so much and i value it exclusively. everyone is going to change their mind about you. your comfort, your life can't depend on something so ephemeral.

i can't picture ever asking for anyone's approval. no one is as valuable as my own mind is to myself.

and physically, there is nothing that feels safer than having no one around.

not only can i be alone, i want to.

if it can disappear - it does not matter.