holy balls, this is rambley as hell, hopefully i can edit it after im done with the draft but idk how much effort i want to put into that xD Recently I've been thinking a lot about my own sexuality and gender, especially after finally watching the hot cross (Gary). I've always thought he was funny but I only watched him through the EZ Smalls videos through Gab. There I figured out he was asexual a... » Continue Reading
A lot of this will be repeated from my bulletin from the other day but, I want to have a blog just to always have it. I came back from the library book sale, grabbed the mail before going inside and noticed that the letter my psychiatrist said they would send with my diagnosis came a week early. Walking to the back door I started to shake, I was so nervous that it was going to be negative and that... » Continue Reading
In my area we have a lot of small like.. food and culture festivals, ai like going to the Russian (but more like Ukrainian) festival. I typically don't hear a lot of Russian and Ukrainian or even accents to feel comfortable enough to try and practice my Russian. (if i wasn't a coward anyways) went with a friend and she figured out was traditional slavic and balalaika music. Had some fried fish and... » Continue Reading
Just got out of class for today so I can stop shaking about doing the presentation for my network security class. all 3 groups today didn't have a lot of time to really prepare of spring break. It's just going over a topic, explaining it, then doing a live demo. My group did wifi hacking and oh boy tooooo much troubleshooting and still not getting it perfect in class. For details we talked about t... » Continue Reading
holy fuck, so my memory is terrible so I'm gonna miss a lot, but 3 year ago I broke up with my partner. There was a lot to that but we really just weren't partners, just friends. that friendship stayed strong until about a couple of months ago. Rediscovered my love for camping. School was stressful but not to the extent it is now. Going part time makes it easier in some ways but it actually feels ... » Continue Reading
My poems got rejected for my school student arts magazine, so to feel better I'm gonna post one of them here. Maybe i'll post more later. Not So Abandoned A facility frozen forgotten to time The excitement I experienced from exploring until my stomach sank from stress of trespassing I say We have been here long enough let's leave Crawling through a collapsed corridor I see a » Continue Reading
I've taken parts I don't like out, like the favourites in other people, like I don't care about their eye colour lol TELL US ABOUT YOURSELF name:: Jennifer nickname:: Jack/Nimth how old are you:: 26 zodiac sign:: Pisces current location:: PA eye color:: Hazel hair color:: It's paramore colour right now lol hair type:: straight hieght:: 5"9' your heritage:: I'm white shoe's you wore today:: » Continue Reading
I haven't had like a "proper" blog in so long I don't even know what I should write about. Part of this profile is just me indulging in nostalgia but if I stick around I'll start using it how I would now I guess. I've tried so many other social media sites but never stuck with them hopefully this one will be different. It helps that MySpace used to be so expressive in everything, at least compared... » Continue Reading