01/05/25

i have nothing to write rlly. this week has been awful in terms of my ptsd, and i feel rlly bad bc i have 2 outstanding commissions but i fr cant be bothered to get out of bed and draw. it's getting better tho.

been writing a vampire au of my characters with a couple friends. im actually in the middle of rping a bar scene w one of them and it's going rlly well! i havent written long form in awhile tho so it's taking a lot out of me (& i like specifically have only been reading screenplays lately so... that style of writing is kind of bubbling thru the surface atm lol). 

been reading the screenplay for robert egger's "the witch" bc it's one of my fave horror films (which isnt saying much bc i honestly do not be watching that much horror---not a fan of gore). i need to watch his other films, too. ive seen nosferatu of course, which initially sparked my vampire craze. i want to watch the saw franchise just my friend loves it but i am so very squeamish, i might watch it w some friends on halloween maybe?? i also want to watch midsommar. i was put off it for awhile bc of some shit w my ex but now that it's been a few years... i think i can manage. 

if anyone has any psych. horror film recs lmk!! cant guarentee i'll watch but i'll def be keeping them in mind for future reference :)