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i am but a commodity
Category: Writing and Poetry
i know i am nothing but a commodity. that’s how i understand my worth. » Continue Reading
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eyes of landscapes
Category: Writing and Poetry
painting the landscape of her dreams, an eye waits, ready for commands. to open or to close? it would do anything for her. she gently holds and guides it to see a new image of an image it already saw, but it’s different because she says it is. it will see » Continue Reading
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realizing XP is all that matters to me
Category: Writing and Poetry
i habitually misunderstand what recovery means to me and what it will look like. i'm not claiming this to be unnatural. i live longer, shifting and expanding my view on life which impacts how i regard everything involved in it. it's a beautiful thing. i begin to take on life as a treasure hunt of sorts, rummaging around hoping to locate the next puzzle piece. but i do not live for these pieces. i'... » Continue Reading
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i'm not good at marketing
Category: Life
i'm not very good at selling myself as a commodity. that may sound bad, maybe it is, but i like to produce products i feel deeply connected to. that makes it hard to separate the art from the seller. nevertheless, i am not very good at selling it. the wording may be shitty. the work may be as well, but i have no confidence in what i share. i » Continue Reading
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they hear my pleas and deny them. i understand. i’d ignore me too.
Category: Writing and Poetry
dear stars, my obsession with something far too grand to comprehend has lead me to a place of death. i am dying. i never could, at the very least, visualize a satisfactory presence. i am nothing without the stars, i feel, though i’ve never meant them. i don’t know what to do without them. i can’t befriend jupiter. we never hit it » Continue Reading
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disregard the following
Category: Writing and Poetry
i never understood my brain’s happy feet. the constant tap dancing. at least remove the shoes. i don’t care for the ruckus. i hear the clanking of the metal toes, and the harsh clonking of the heels. that’s great. i can hear it. was there ever a doubt? » Continue Reading
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i woke up feeling good today
Category: Writing and Poetry
i woke up feeling good today. the feeling ceased to persist after full consciousness. i originally felt everything aligned from top to bottom, left to right. i felt good » Continue Reading
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can i safely leave this reality in pursuit of another?
Category: Writing and Poetry
it’s a weird feeling. i feel like i can get up and function without restraint. sometimes, it feels like i can fly. the excitement i currently feel makes me wonder if i’ve ever felt it before. » Continue Reading
a ball of air
Category: Writing and Poetry
it's kind of funny. i'm interested in the ways my mind ignites from different topics—different stimuli. what gets me from neutral to something—someone connected. i'm empty so often it feels like. when i get a slight spark, it's so calming. i grow evermore disconnected from this reality but feel i connect to something i've always dreamed of. that's my dream. i see now. i could never word it because... » Continue Reading
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the feathers of the birds i can't see but know they exist scientifically
Category: Writing and Poetry
it’s different i say. it has to be different because if it isn’t different, i can’t justify myself ever trying in the first place. i feel like a waste of space, but i know nothing really holds value if you don’t want it to. i understand that the world was here before and will be here after, and then it won’t be bec » Continue Reading
Living for Myself
Category: Life
I have come to realize the irony in my attempts to "be myself." There is no "trying to be myself." You don't try. You just a » Continue Reading