my friend keeps telling me that they can barely handle living anymore and their sorry if they kill themselves and its stressing me out and making me feel awful, I love her and want her to get better but constantly hearing this just makes me feel so disjointed like why are you telling me this, you saying sorry isn't going to make it better, if I lose you that's going to follow me for the rest of my... » Continue Reading
Nothing against them just a lot of the stuff I post on here is like private shit I'm fine with sharing with strangers because at least they won't share it with people I know Irl I do love my friends tho just sometimes I don't want or need them to know my inner thoughts so I go here instead » Continue Reading
I lost my large friend group awhile back and I miss them sometimes even though it was obvious we all weren't doing the greatest as a group well more like I wasn't fitting into the group anymore but still I miss them, I miss telling my friends about the genshin or pjsk leaks or hearing them yap about their ocs and obviously I have my friends now that are amazing but its so hard getting used to just... » Continue Reading
I just don't really know what to do with myself anymore, sometimes my issues get so bad I just want to curl up and let the world forget me but sometimes they just go away like they were never there to begin with and it scares me, I always joke with people about my memory issues but It genuinely scares me that I could grow old one day and just forget about my teenage years, I can barely remember da... » Continue Reading