hi again,, mandatory l8 night computerinhg

i like reading comics.

i feel happy,, when i actually,, like..

take time 2 do things.

i just find myself staring and doing nothing,, most of the day.

I don't like that.

Recently,, doing more,, and that's nice.

Cleared out clothes a lil' bit. Read a lil' bit.

A little bit.

Just a little bit,, everyday. It's better than notig.

I like 2 call myself a losrer oftenl,,, but like... i'm not a loser

i am ,, a little bit

ut but i gotta allow myself to be a loser sometimes.

Yes. I am loser. a bit,,

but aside from that,,

i am...positively,, i try to be good also.

i am good.  i try to be.

i'm good.

i do things, okyauy..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

i like to do things,, ok.

I like doing things

and i willl do things little by little progress

everyone has their own pace,, i'm gettin there

i'm trying trying trying

i'm pushing mysekf to d o the best

and i know it's not perfect

but i'm not perfect

i don't wanna be perfect

i just wanna b able to function properly,

to be babakle able able to do the things i wanna do

to pursue my goals and passions

and do a fucking bucket of layndry without having to take aweek to finish it

so...yeah.

i love you

you try dso hard

uyou deserve kindness

you deserve kindess,,

you don't need to beat yourself up for not doing shit

it will not make u wanna do it

you just gotta push a little,, and tell yourself what u gotta do

and make it easier to do the shit u wanna do

and then,

maybe,,

you'll b able to fuckking do it

m'kay bye goodnight

nighty nihght nighty nightttt <3