So much advice I would have given my younger self. Looking back I realise no one took me seriously. I wish I had made a name for myself. I thought everything was gonna be okay. I look back and wonder where I went wrong or what I could have done differently. Its always been a struggle to survive. I want that to end. » Continue Reading
Been chilling at home since its so hot out. I look forward to Fall weather. Trying to just get my life together. I tried to really get more social on Twitter and its just rotten. Went out and got some groceries yesterday to make BLTs. Bacon is so hard to cook. I can do burgers easy tho. We got some nice storms lately from the hurricane or whatever so that makes the weather cooler. Normally it woul... » Continue Reading
I had a couple of new x.com(Twitter accounts) and nothing. Facebook is dead and I've even made my posts public and still no interactions. Heck what else. Tumblr is dying. Post a bunch and barely and interactions. These platforms used to have some real good interactions. Instagram is doing good. Tiktok is okay for what it is. I bet it would be better if I posted more. Youtube may also have more int... » Continue Reading
Been jumping around various social media and it all seems dead. I post but there is nothing. Figured I would. come here and see how everyone is. Updated links and discord. Also a new layout which I love. Facebook is dead for sure. Youtube is kinda okay. There needs to be more places for people to connect on a good level. Too many people are on social media to just be hateful. There are also the bo... » Continue Reading
Its cold now. I started trying to date in NYC. Its crap. Bored out of my mind. I walked too much yesterday and so my legs hurt today. My roommates are so noisey. Lost one of my earbuds. GRRR! I've never hated winter so much in my life. Usually its so cozy. » Continue Reading
Just been feeling so out of it the past week. Like i'm in a dream. Many times I think I have died and and a ghost now. Haven't made any new songs. Hoping some things do come together. But then again if they don't oh well. Haven't been very hungry. Maybe cus ghosts don't eat. » Continue Reading
I was so hungry last night. I almost ordered pizza. But I got up early today to get some groceries. They didn't have any chicken noodle soup wtf? Got a wrap and a Redbull and ate it on the roof. There was still dog poop on the roof. FML. Sat up there trying to plan things and think my life through. Its supposed to get super hot today. Can't wait till all the trees look dead and I am in a cozy hood... » Continue Reading
Roommate is sleeping. Storms outside. I wish it were fall weather though. Lots of crime on the news. Sad that my family won't help me get out of here. Wondering what am I gonna do and how am I gonna survive. Will i ever enjoy life again. I am thinking the best thing I can do is just pretend that everything is okay. Be completely delusional. One day it will happen. I can feel it. Just go through th... » Continue Reading
Like who the heck does gaming streams from the kitchen? And shut the fuck up! In other news I got a new mattress. Now my back does hurt. Also visited a new beach. I hope to go out more when it isn't so hot out. Let me pour the potato chip crumbs into my mouth straight from the bag!!!! I just want to go shopping. Gonna try to wait til next month before doing any shopping. I miss those fimo clay b... » Continue Reading
Listen to music to drown out the haters. Stare at reality until it feels like a fantasy. Be delusional so you survive another day. This is your new war. The ghosts are fucking REAL!!! I know cus they showed me another port-a-potty in the graveyard. Now I know they are my friends. And friends watch each other pee. » Continue Reading
Been trying to find places to be alone in NYC. Graveyards work okay I guess. Sometimes the gardeners follow you. I got burnt out real quick on my youtube channel. The Canada fires are still going on so we got more rain coming this week. Whatever. I guess its gonna be raining all summer. Also why do my roommates have to slam doors? » Continue Reading
I hope I stick with it. Trying to get the algorithm going. https://www.youtube.com/@Goth-in-the-city Gonna be NYC stuff. Always wanted to explore abandoned buildings and paranormal stuff though. In other news my polish poster arrived from China. The poster that reminds me of my sister. My roommate has been stealing food and shampoo which explains why he wants me to leave the house all the time so... » Continue Reading