✩ MY GRAPHICS COLLECTION ✩ i update this every time i find something i like, so none of these belong to or were created by me. if you see something you've created on here and you want it removed, plz lmk! also i'll probably put these in color order at some point, i'm just lazy :P » Continue Reading
the 21st was my school's homecoming! me and my boyfriend both wore blue to symbolize our two favorite blue albums, which are Hit Me Hard & Soft by Billie Eilish, and Fallen by Evanescence! I was Fallen, so I tried to do make-up similar to amy lee's on the album cover and also similar to other Fallen make-up looks i've seen online, and tbh....i think i slayed. i looked hella emo (which i mean in a ... » Continue Reading
this sounds so....corny, i guess, but i don't know how else to say it. i feel like i experience music different from everyone else, and seem to always have. i don't think i would survive without the beautiful lyrics of the artists that i hold so dear to me. for example, if the book banning scenario that is the plot of the novel fahrenheit 451 by ray bradbury, but instead with music rather than boo... » Continue Reading
this is a vent. i talk about self harm, okay? fuck off. seven fucking months. gone. vanished in the blink of an eye. i don't know why i did it. it didn't even make me fucking feel better. just a little longer, and it would've been a year before i knew it. it's nowhere near as bad as what i've done in the past, but i still fucking did it, and that still makes it a relapse, and i'm so. fucking. disa... » Continue Reading
"why do you take so many pictures, khris?" "get that camera out of my face, dude, it's annoying." i want to, no, have to capture everything. i don't want to forget what this felt like. laughing at band practice, talking shit in the school bathroom, walking at 7 p.m when the sky is blue and makes everything else look a little blue, too. or when my mom's in a rare good mood and turns the radio way u... » Continue Reading