I want to be her.

(Reposting this)

I don’t care how vain this makes me seem but..

 I’ve always wished I could be seen as THAT girl. that girl who you always do a second glance at, that girl who you wanna be her friend just because of how she looks, that girl who carries herself so perfectly, who’s opinion holds value just because everyone is longing to be liked by her.

to just be that girl. 

Even though I put on makeup/ dress for myself, I can sometimes see myself being a little extra to seek validation from other girls; the validation i always have to them. i wish i could fit in with girls, and just be one of the girls. i feel like i’ll always still be that little awkward girl from middle school always in another one’s shadow.