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i was sure
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everything i did, i did for me. but i hoped it could be for you too. » Continue Reading
derealhighzation
"loving like mushrooms"
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reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
when i crack the spine, i'm taken into another world the world i seep into seeps into me too i can dive into stardust or the pits of hell and i'll dive head first into these feelings not originally my own, better than those that belong to the breathing living like a song, i take in the lyrics and imagine i live in those words if the feelings written are of ecstasy, i wish to feel it if the feeling... » Continue Reading
falling flat
Category: Blogging
i woke up this morning forgetting an extensive dream that probably doesn''t matter at all. right away i become irritated and let down. i got up this morning wondering if any of the shit im doing is even worth anything. wondering why my purpose feels like its falling through the cracks. ive been trying to do things properly, get some more routine in my life, but the days are still passing faster th... » Continue Reading
sitting in it
Category: Blogging
i guess it really is true that i'm finding it harder to create when I'm in a better mood, though maybe I just have never got to do it before and therefore am unsure how to. maybe it's just time to soak in the information I'm given. soak in the ambrosia be grateful to be in on a conversation, to be the one to translate in Earth i just want to make sure I don't stray from these things I've started ... » Continue Reading
checking in post
Category: Life
i totally forgot this existed for a minute there lol. ig I had to get out of my head for a minute there. but also more in my head? really I just had to shut up and just listen. now, if you were a library card, where would you be? » Continue Reading
superpowers
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
i always wanted to have them. now I find that I do the eclipse will bring this out fully it's getting stronger maybe I can do this on purpose soon maybe I am it's just like i thought it was. i am just who i thought i could be. » Continue Reading
For Adam
Category: Writing and Poetry
bruises that belonged to Eve wore them gracefully only when she left the garden Only when others had to see covering up became necessary clouds left in the garden left with the fists that bruised those apples left with the hair in those fists clouds fade away to pristine fruit held tenderly Eve heard this from the clouds she shed her dress and slithered back purp » Continue Reading
coming out
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
I feel like I may have been suppressing an aspect of myself because I feel, or even know, that the people around me will not understand these parts. Whether they can’t or they won’t. I’ve always felt different and the only time I felt myself was when I wasn’t feeling/doing what everything around me was. I DO have these wild ideas that would make me look like a conspiracy theory loon, or just someb... » Continue Reading
portals
Category: Writing and Poetry
I saw a reading I did for myself exactly one year ago that was meant for this moment. Did I not take advantage last year, or was the feeling preparing me? Anyways… note from July 2021 In a dream, doing dishes, realize this action in itself acted as some sort of portal, a way to to travel through time. A mundane experience had by many. By the people of your blood and of your spirit. The connection... » Continue Reading
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pick a card~~who will b ur next crush??
Category: Life
Okay guys this is a pick a charm reading for Who is your next crush? because they do make life a little more exciting right? So I asked about how you guys will meet, how you both feel, and the nature of any relationship. This is more for fun so I hope you enjoy it! » Continue Reading
PICK A SYMBOL TAROT READING
Category: Life
general reading- close ur eyes and choose a symbol ~o~ Pile 1 » Continue Reading
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soul blood
Category: Writing and Poetry
i think the soul is like the blood. you can lose a lot of blood and be weak. your blood can be tainted. you can lose too much and die. you can also give some away and have it be totally replenished (same with losing a lot). but you can't donate if you're sick, or already weak. i had thought of this when I was thinking about pieces of soul being glued to art. and yeah sometimes the soul blood that... » Continue Reading