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28. Enchanted and Enchanting
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I’m fearing dependence On you, on us I’m having a hard time trusting Your capabilities, ours Like a doe with a buck That can’t protect against a gun If I don’t need you now I can live without you that day And I don’t want my Legs to wobble » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
There were better hoodies out there There are more comfortable couches and beds » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Trees can slide down a hill Bees can sting or they can drown Orbweavers won’t bite yet say they will I can try to shove my fears down Buried in a well too deep Not scared they’ll rise in my sleep Anything could happen If I had my way Everything would happen » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Of the Ice Age Germs spill into my water Once thawed they’ll grow The Melt crashes like a tidal wave The ocean pushes and I quake The bottom runs over my feet and Sand through my hands What’s old becomes new again Snow catching on my tongue The past makes me sick and Keeps my insides cold » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Once I was standing here and felt like I was remembering something that hadn’t happened yet. Today I am the memory. Intuitive- my foresight was always 20/20 Caring for me as long as I’m unhappy Supporting me as long as I never leave I’m less sad when I know better and believe it I can’t be sad when there’s everything to gain Today is a memory and today will remember ~L » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
It was over long before you thought to fix it I was long gone before you asked me to stay I want to tell you that I don’t trust you I won’t trust you You shouldn’t trust me A million miles away and I lie to your face And you don’t know it- Or maybe you do- But it’s too late It’s too late to get me back » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
In my dreams I want you more than anything In my dreams I need you more than ever And every moment I spend without you is a moment I use to cut myself I think I’d punish myself forever if I lost you If I didn’t grab hold of you while I can I have to make me yours if I ever want to belong to myself In my dream s » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
writing everywhere but here but I do wanna maintain this blog at least somewhat. I’ve fallen in love and the feeling has been returned But there’s a small voice in the back of my head that craves loving the way we used to This new loving doesn’t want to hurt, oh but I wish it would (I don’t really) The shoulders of the young want to be shaken, the chin does want to be shoved. The young want pain ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
gotta stop pretending like i stopped needing what I've wanted my entire life. but i've wanted it so bad before that i risked my life to get it. i've risked my sanity to get it. and if i had it, i would always choose it. i want to always choose love. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i feel constantly and consistently misunderstood i feel like the minute i just let myself genuinely be, is the same second im a problem » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Distance and low serotonin with raised dopamine mixed with patterns borne by trauma- that’s what made me crazed with limerence. I wanted your romance only when it was impossible to have. Your friendship, your understanding and the way we just flowed together- that’s what I knew already exist » Continue Reading
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