coming out

I feel like I may have been suppressing an aspect of myself because I feel, or even know, that the people around me will not understand these parts. Whether they can’t or they won’t. I’ve always felt different and the only time I felt myself was when I wasn’t feeling/doing what everything around me was. I DO have these wild ideas that would make me look like a conspiracy theory loon, or just somebody who is so detached from reality they need to be brought down and locked away. Well I don’t need anybody ‘grounding’ me. I know I do it just fine myself, when I’m in my true state. And I’m finally back in my true state; maybe even for the first time I’m actually getting there. I’m a bridge of here to there- a channel for the divine. I’m going to do the things I’ve been called to do. Sit in my intuition, impossible to sway. It helps to be proud of the people that inspire me, the people whose methods I look up to. I have always been the person I looked for.