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when i crack the spine, i'm taken into another world

the world i seep into seeps into me too
i can dive into stardust or the pits of hell
and i'll dive head first into these feelings not originally my own,
better than those that belong to the breathing living
like a song, i take in the lyrics and imagine i live in those words
if the feelings written are of ecstasy, i wish to feel it
if the feelings are black and cold, i wish to feel it
when it is intangible and it is meant to be
when i never hoped it was going to be real in the first place
im taken where my empty hope can be forgotten,
where the fantasy gives hope a face that can be touched,
not by me, just a character i don't need to envy
somebody here is lying in the background noises of a song
it is not me, but i see that it is also me
this story given to me, ultimately unpersonal,
already finished
i don't have to wish that i'll reach the end
and i have no desire to spoil myself
so involved with no consequence
until im spun back into my head, all on my own
 story that i'll never feel is finished


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