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"loving like mushrooms"
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it's different since
Category: Blogging
this last mercury retrograde really ripped me a new one. and yes, this is absolutely astrology related (isn't everything?). Last month, well in July, I moved to a new state and got a period two weeks later. It was slightly odd for me since I was on the IUD and I don't typically bleed, but I figured it was just changing hormones (lol). Sure, my nipples looked a little odd, and my boobs were getting... » Continue Reading
all kinds of dreams
Category: Writing and Poetry
when dreams do what the books say they do, i get reminded of what i brushed off in the day. last night i wore red sleeves. i was going to work (one I knew in my waking life), thinking i could do without my uniform. red sleeves, passionate about what i do. i have the knowledge and experience and all the skill to go with it. my dream nudged me about my lack of, or just terrible, work ethic. i once w... » Continue Reading
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Never Until Now
Category: Blogging
Finally, I'm somewhere where you can see the faint glow of the Milky Way during the most silent 9pm. I'll always love the sounds of human joy, but I never knew how much the city polluted my front door with damning noise. I don't get to hear the kids and lambs bleat but I think I can almost hear the stars. This New Mexico town may not be able to be classified as "small", but it's cozy compared to... » Continue Reading
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quick release
Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm giving up the past and the pain, in my writing and in my veins, for a feeling that's truly great. Scrap the past, toss those pages in the trash. I don't want to read what I write that is untrue unless it will free me and make me feel new. I'm going to be sunny and bright; I won't only scribe in the night. » Continue Reading
you're not my favorite anymore
Category: Writing and Poetry
waiting for it to come to me while i gather all that lays in front of me no, only my favorites we're going somewhere brand new and the rest will have to find a home for themselves i cannot cry for everyone and everything or i will be crying forever or i would never smile again i'm sorry you'll have to hurt, to feel when i drop you to the ground i cannot carry you any longer only my favorite thin... » Continue Reading
fated realities
Category: Religion and Philosophy
quick writeup of the idea- fate but multiple ones divided into individual realities ex, a magic 8 ball shows a YES to three different outcomes all are true but what feels true for you later will depend on the reality, which is chosen by you* and your beliefs and actions, you're on, rather than the magic ball being wrong twice this would be part of where manifestation comes in if you TRULY* cannot ... » Continue Reading
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LOVE
Category: Writing and Poetry
I'll take the chance I'll bleed the bad out of you and cauterize the wound Hope I don't kill you, have to hide the body and forget you They'd call me murderer, your heart in my hands I'll take the risk of prison or guilt Abandon the house that we built Make you feel nothing but light, all the darkness out of your sight Out of the purest of love I'd give myself up to raise you above » Continue Reading
selfishly silent
Category: Writing and Poetry
the population grows the chance of being the only one lessens only a century or two ago, it was great to be great now you must be great and greater and greatest a fair competition for us all to want your name to be recognized and your gifts to be appreciated now there are less faces than names to be remembered your hands get lost in the circle for they are not great or greater enough i feel it is » Continue Reading
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In The Middle
Category: Writing and Poetry
Being in the middle, Or a peacemaker; A bridge That doesn't fully connect- You don't belong to either side, or worse, You belong to both, with no hand For yourself. Still, You can't belong because you are both. You are also neither. Trying to fit everything in the wrong body. Like an emotional man or an assertive woman, You are right, But you are wrong » Continue Reading
journal entry
Category: Writing and Poetry
… you’ve become distracted, but you’ve been working on something else. You should have been. It is time to go back. Come back. Make up magic and dance amongst illusions. You can be happy already and still love the magic. You should. You will pull away (/be pulled) from things. Away from “the world”. Spirit will help take care of you. You’ve been told before. » Continue Reading