Have you ever felt numb? not in a physical way but in an emotional way. it´s like when something really bad happens or you happen to experience a real shocking moment in your life but you have no reaction until some time passes. well imagine that but just out of nowhere, without a reason or something triggering it. Idk if I´ve already went through a lot of stressful and traumatize moments in my li... » Continue Reading
I just got kicked out of my house a few days ago. I'm planning on kms because I have nothing for me on this live, I might sound too dramatic or if it's the end of the world for me, but that's what it is, it's the end of the world for me, I'm currently staying with my bf family but he was the reason I got kicked out on the first place, he let me stay with him bc he's blaming himself of what happene... » Continue Reading
so, I had this dream where this dude was my bf and he wanted to eat me, LITERALLY eat my flesh, and I was very scared to do it but I was more scared of him leaving me or cheating on me for not doing it, so he grabbed a knife and careful started cutting slices of one of my legs, I was scared of him getting crazy and starting eating my flesh directly from my leg so I also had a knife with me, in cas... » Continue Reading
So, I´ve always been a very creative person, I enjoy drawing, writing, making stories, I´m always daydreaming or that´s what I used to be. The truth is, since I started working I didn´t have time to do all the cool stuff I used to do, and many other factors like depression and illness are making me an ordinary and boring person. I´m not currently working, so I have plenty of free time, and I want... » Continue Reading
Gosh I really miss getting stoned, and dancing drunk with loud music, but something is happening to me. I'm in a point where when I want to get drunk I get a blackout very quickly and I wake up hungover but I just don't remember anything about last night, and I know it's normal but literally I just remember the first hour of the night, and it just feels like I wasted a good time (I don't go to clu... » Continue Reading
so I don't really understand much about this app¿ so I'll try to post whatever comes to my mind through the day and socialize a little bit. I just hope I don't get ignored tho or I'll cry lmao Time for a cig I guess... » Continue Reading