I was kicked out of home

I just got kicked out of my house a few days ago. I'm planning on kms because I have nothing for me on this live, I might sound too dramatic or if it's the end of the world for me, but that's what it is, it's the end of the world for me, I'm currently staying with my bf family but he was the reason I got kicked out on the first place, he let me stay with him bc he's blaming himself of what happened but tbh I don't think I can trust him anymore, and if I stay with him I know I'll never be happy because of his addcitions to cheating on me. I have nothing else for me, I don't have a full time job, I dont have savings, I have nothing and I don't want to be a burden.