the sun is out, and my seasonal depression is gone. i swear that this is just a seattle thing but as soon as fall is over everyone gets like.... slightly happier. i had a strawberry banana smoothie and instant ramen noodles for lunch. and im coding, which always makes me happy. » Continue Reading
im so so so so tired of the phrase "women and enbies" like... when you say that, remember that you're including amab enbies/trans masc enbies/non-woman aligned enbies/ etc. we are not just "women-lite," if you are trying to say non-men just fucking say non-men like holy fuck. amab enbies are already treated soooo much worse than afab enbies in queer spaces, especially amab enbies that dress masc. ... » Continue Reading
i know that im tired but im also not really tired and i feel hungry but i just had dinner and ive been snacking all night and i feel like i might spiral but also i feel fine and i want someone here next to me but i also want to spend the entire night in solitude so idk » Continue Reading
people who say not to befriend your coworkers are so wrong like... me and two of my coworkers literally got coffee at 8 pm and then ate panera bread like how tf do you expect to form worker solidarity when you wont even talk to your fellow man like what » Continue Reading
the popular blog posts on this website are sooooooo clearly made my 13 year olds who are just going through their edgy phase, like maybe you should spend less time being transphobic and more time doing your geometry homework. » Continue Reading
haven't brushed my teeth in like three or four days and ive called out of work for two days already and i have a long day tomorrow and i have so many unanswered texts and dms and i havent had a meal all day and ive just been gorging myself on snacks and my head hurts and im sick jgkljl i feel like im dying :( » Continue Reading
i feel like i dont have a best friend, and its just been like... fucking with my mind. like, i know a lot of people but i hear all these things about best friends like "we've known each other for 10 years" or "i can tell my bff anything" and i just like... i dunno, it feels fucked up to say because i love my friends but i don't know why it feels like i cant call them best friends. maybe im overrea... » Continue Reading
fucking PRAYING that i can get into this apartment downtown. it's pretty standard price for the area im in, but its the perfect little studio right by all of the buses i use and i already go downtown a lot anyways and all of my favorite shops are there. literally the only thing stopping me is getting another job and my terrible credit. im a good briber tho, we can only hope. » Continue Reading
blackout scratched lottery tickets meet unopened bills and a court date set in July is pushed to the back of his mind as he is swept up in fireballs and gin rings cast his table from drinks, unaccounted; blending days blend harder when blacking out becomes routine » Continue Reading
ughhhhhh im so fucking tired work was pretty uneventful, thank fucking god one of my favorite coworkers was there today. no creepy old men hit on me, which was great (funny thing is that both times it happened the same coworker was on schedule and he was nice about it). got out of work today relatively on time for a thursday, and tried catching the ███ bus that goes right by my house instead of t... » Continue Reading
spotify wrapped day was a few days ago !!!!! :o my top genres were rock, alt metal, pov:indie (whatever that means), punk, and pop. i really didnt think i listened to enough pop to get it up that high but whatever. ive been so obsessed with Rise Against lately which is why it doesn't surprise me that Tragedy + Time was my most listened to song this last year (92 streams !!!) and that Rise Again... » Continue Reading