i went to my dads house yesterday and i had a lot of fun. i've felt really lonely since my brothers went back to my moms after summer (they live states away from us), and since my friends went back to college. and i can't even just go to places like bars or shows to meet people because you have to spend money and ive been broke for two months. and i'd imagine he feels lonely too. so he bought me S... » Continue Reading
in 2022 i used to run the tumblr side-blog "morbid-menagerie-of-maniacs" which was essentially my depository of any true crime related story that i found interesting. a lot of them were about local stories that i wanted more people to know about. the blog never got big, but i did have a 1k note post about Travis Alexander. now i know the "tcc" on tumblr is completely overrun by mass shooter sympat... » Continue Reading
my birthday was on the 11th. it's been weird ever since i cut contact with my mom. today, at my dads house, he gave me a package my mom sent to me. (i never gave her the address to my apartment, so she can only really communicate with me through my other family). it was a box of old garfield memorabilia, a card, a souvenir keychain from Hollywood CA, and a note. i brought the package back yesterda... » Continue Reading
i don't think i was born to perform. whenever people talk about being "born to perform" they're usually using it through the lense of, like, broadway or theatre or acting. but if someone asks me my favorite performance, they're asking about music. i'm a mic whore. i love doing karaoke because i can sing like i'm the vocalist of a pop-punk band without having to come up with my own lyrics. i do ha... » Continue Reading
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this single "meal" has been keeping me alive in-between jobs right now. very low effort (great for bedrotters), insanely quick and very cheap. and potatos have lots of good stuffs in them. also very variable, i boiled ingredients down to the near-essentials. yields 1 serving INGREDIENTS 1 medium/large potato 1 tbsp butter, halved or quartered salt to taste EQUIPMENT plate fork knife DIRECTI » Continue Reading
im so sporadic on spacehey that its hard to remember what in my life has happened since my last blog post. so heres some shows i went to !!!! in early june i went to punk prom, which was super fun !! one of my favorite local bands, Sunbather Die, was there and they were the headliners. and as a covid-scarred 2021 high school grad, i never got a senior prom so i went all out. » Continue Reading
there's been back to back right-wing demonstrations in seattle as of this weekend, and i attended the counterprotest for the one from today. this is a terrifying trend in a trump-ist USA. i know its not safe to be unanonymous about attending a protest but honestly im not scared of those pricks. i moved to seattle because i know how queer friendly it is. its been my dream since i was young. i guess... » Continue Reading
What were you doing at 11 last night? - doing drunk karaoke and flirting at the bar Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years? - its been 7 years, i don't see why no » Continue Reading
ended up getting super drunk last night with my friends !! we had to wait until 4:30 to actually start the exchange so until then it was Just Dance and Mikes Hard/Smirnoff. by the time ████ got there i was already pretty buzzed. me and ██████ were having a friendly drinking competition (that i was destined to lose) which didn't help my drunkedness at all. my drunk friend █████ tried getting us equ... » Continue Reading
hey all, theres a bomb cyclone ravaging the pacific northwest right now. the power went out at the grocery store TWICE while i was there. and the winds are supposed to get to 65 mph. so since i dont have any power i might as well talk about some cool shows i went to !!!!!!! [15.11.24] - moon fever / thee deception / sweet water the opener, Moon Fever, was the heavi » Continue Reading