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poem on how love changes ppl!!<3 :o

Category: Writing and Poetry

cause this is what real love is it is corruption it is ripping and tearing and destroying it is mending, puzzle pieces not in the same place our love was born from filth from pissed stained bathroom floors and the taste of tears and sweat mingling in one mouth love is a wolf devouring prey blood stained maw, wine soaked fur it is the very act of copulation right after a kill, the smell fresh on ou... » Continue Reading

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how am i so bad at love wtf

Category: Romance and Relationships

like the first girl i ever tried 2 flirt with srsly called me weird :(( then the girl i was talking is taken?? how do i keep flopping with romance,, and THE GUY I LIKED OMG i was uuh not rly a smart person at the time so i literally STALKED HIM AND HIS PARENTS?? myb i deserve not getting a girl goddamn i am a weirdo  » Continue Reading

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a snippet of my short story!! X3

Category: Writing and Poetry

"i dont want to go yet either... this place is... actually quite beautiful." it sobs into her shoulder. "i know, i know it really is." its voice is full of despair, rich in sorrow knowing that it may never experience its life the same way again. she looks down at the destruction below. "so, i guess this is our death." "i suppose so." "it was beautiful knowing you. it was beautiful knowing humans a... » Continue Reading

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monster high redesigns!! <3

Category: Art and Photography

was bored so i decided to redesign some mh characters!! i rly like frankie's,, super cute i think » Continue Reading

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stinky love poem based on a mitski song o~o

Category: Writing and Poetry

i love you so much i love everything about you no matter how ugly it is im utterly besotted from the way your sharp teeth cut me when we kiss to the way your eyes crinkle when you smile the way you twist in your sleep a warm feeling creeps into my heart the fat on your stomach the bags under your eyes your messy hair oh, how it drives me wild! when you sleep, i watch over you tracing my finger alo... » Continue Reading

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omg guys trans euphoria is real?!?!?

Category: Life

ik no one gives a shit but i just got my hair cut tdy and it,, looks so good?!!? its so short and then i (vaguely) followed 1 of those masc makeup tuts and I LOOK SO MASC BROO O(≧▽≦)O and i started voice training and im,, just so happy rn i feel so like manly bro omg and the friends ive come out to have been(mostly) supportive!! tdy has been pretty swag ngl » Continue Reading

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poem about bad intrusive thoughts ( >﹏<。)

Category: Writing and Poetry

my brain seeps rot and filth a miniature biome, a cesspit of horribleness i crack open my mind and scowl in disgust appalled by my own thoughts my train tracks havent derailed theyve fucking crashed and burned flames swallowing the grotesque obscenities  in fervent passionate delight my head tilts to the side and out of my ear comes black sludge whispering/shouting  curses/promises my pure mind sc... » Continue Reading

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improved poem i wrote a while back <3

Category: Writing and Poetry

she walks up the stairs holding my hand and there she goes disappearing through the tall wooden door we step into the church she chatters my ears off so deaf i shall be in the sunlight her hair glows like a halo, like a crown i prostrate myself to her everyday her name is my prayer which i am fervent to say never have i been so devout before she tells me a joke in cursive i respond with words of d... » Continue Reading

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my oc!!!(i finally figured out how to upload images! :3)

Category: Art and Photography

my oc michelle badeaux!! shes a little funny fashion girl i love her so much!!1 » Continue Reading

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TW? poem on dissociating and physical trauma:<

Category: Writing and Poetry

little cats jump out of me rush to hide under the bed they watch me with their sharp eyes soft fur, arched backs bunnies and frogs hop out from my back tiny hearts and stars trail them their scared faces loom behind the great dark shadow infront of me harsh hands beat my face cats shiver under the bed my ears are ringing and red bunnies leap away with grace beating over and over and over and over ... » Continue Reading

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poem on loving a too good angel >:<

Category: Writing and Poetry

the sunlight peers in through the window angels float in with the wind its the suns way of saying hello good morning, how are you? something divine runs through my hair combing, combing, combing through the knots and the sweat and grime beckoning me, “get out of bed please!” floating out downwards into my kitchen rummaging through my drawers scent of food wafting in i crawl out of my burrow and in... » Continue Reading

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struggled. struggling...

Category: SpaceHey

FUCCCCCCKKK (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞ I WAS TRYING TO MAKE MY OWN LAYOUT BUT ACCIDENTALY PUT THE THING I WAS TRYING TO COPY AND PASTE INTO THE MOTHERFUCKING URL SEARCH BAR AND HIT ENTERRR!!!! I JUST LOST AN HOUR OF CODING WTFF (凸ಠ益ಠ)凸 FUCK IM JUST GONNA START FROM SCRATCH TMR AGHHGAHAG » Continue Reading

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