how am i so bad at love wtf

like the first girl i ever tried 2 flirt with srsly called me weird :(( then the girl i was talking is taken?? how do i keep flopping with romance,, and THE GUY I LIKED OMG i was uuh not rly a smart person at the time so i literally STALKED HIM AND HIS PARENTS?? myb i deserve not getting a girl goddamn i am a weirdo