The investigation for [ESCAPEE_NAME] is still ongoing. No other updates have been reported, and speculation is rising that he had fled the country. LAST SEEN: 9:37 PM, ███████ ████ ████. POCHAIV, UA. DESCRIPTION: 17. 5'6. BROWN HAIR, GRAY EYES, WHITE, LIGHT BEARD. LAST SEEN WEARING BLUE CROPPED JEAN JACKET, BLACK TURTLENECK CROP TOP, BLACK LEATHER BOOTS. SILVER CROSS NECKLACE. IF YOU SEE THIS MAN... » Continue Reading
I've always struggled with intrusive thoughts. More than anyone else I've talked to, as far as I know. Stuff that I wouldn't want to talk about on here. But here's the problem: When you have so many bad thoughts that keep piling up, often times too morbid/gory/disturbing to talk to others about without them leaving, how do you get those thoughts out of your system in a safe way? How do you cry for... » Continue Reading
See, here's my situation: I'm a 16 year old boy, junior in high school, taking health science and medicine as an elective. And I'm failing so bad in 3-4 of my classes. But my biggest issue isn't the fact that I'm unorganized or way too sensitive to sound to pay attention in class; It's the fact I have the attention span of a plastic house plant. I can't focus enough to get anything done, and I alw... » Continue Reading
I often think about what I want to do with my life going forward. As much longer as that is. To tell the truth, I'm not satisfied. I don't think I ever could be satisfied here. Don't get me wrong; I love my friends and (most of) my family here in Jersey. But it's just, y'know, not enough for me. To think about what could await me so far in the future is, well, kinda scary. By most peoples' standar... » Continue Reading
I was in a field. I had been with some friends of mine, drawing pictures. I could smell the markers' ink that had smeared onto the sides of my hands and my fingertips. But other than that, we were alone. I believe it was the middle of the day at that point. We were all laughing about god knows what, just being friends. Which is nice. I don't usually get to spend time with my friends, especially in... » Continue Reading
Sometimes I feel like I'm invisible. Like I'm just... I don't know, some glitch in reality. Like I'm not even a real person. They ignore me. They look the other way as I'm left sitting alone in this seemingly endless sea of nothingness. Drowning. I reach my hand to the sky, to the surface, as I fall deeper into this never-ending ocean of loneliness. I beg that someone, anyone, will grab my hand an... » Continue Reading
My darling, I don't know when, or even if, you'll see this. But I just feel this need to tell you how I feel from the bottom of my heart. You are the light of my life. I tell you this so often, but I mean it when I say it; I would be nothing without you. You are my biggest motivator in life, pushing me to get up and try my best every day. But it's time to come clean about something. I've been kind... » Continue Reading
Honestly, I don't know why I hadn't tried writing my emotions out in these sorts of blog-type posts before, this is very relaxing. Probably gonna make a second account just for story stuff and have this one as my main account lol » Continue Reading
I can't help but constantly ask myself the question of if I'm doing enough or not. I've been trying to put in as much effort as I physically can, but at the end of the day, is my best really good enough? Because if it's not, if I'm not, what could I possibly do to make things better? If anything? I constantly ask those around me what I'm doing wrong, but I never get an answer. As if they expect me... » Continue Reading
What is the point of existing if we have no purpose for doing so? What good is living if we don't have anyone, or anything, to live for? Is it not obvious? We have nothing, so why bother? Is it truly that hard to comprehend that ideology? I just want one, if any, good reason to keep living on this earth, any reason at all to keep me from giving up. Perhaps friends? Maybe, if not limited, family? N... » Continue Reading
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