Random writing thing lol :3

I can't help but constantly ask myself the question of if I'm doing enough or not. I've been trying to put in as much effort as I physically can, but at the end of the day, is my best really good enough?

Because if it's not, if I'm not, what could I possibly do to make things better? If anything? I constantly ask those around me what I'm doing wrong, but I never get an answer.

As if they expect me to know.

I can't read minds, and probably for a good reason. If I constantly knew exactly what people thought of me, I'd be dead by now.

But I can't just know what I'm supposed to change if they won't tell me what I need to do to fix it.

It's not fair.

It's just not fair.

I just want to be a good person. But I can't fix my mistakes if you either don't tell me how or don't tell me what I even did wrong.

I understand that nobody can be perfect, but it doesn't hurt to try, does it?