"your so god damn pathetic "
-18-
Last active:
SpaceHey Blog URL:
https://blog.spacehey.com/astroisdying
— 4 KudosPinned
Category: Romance and Relationships
I sound almost pitiful writing about you , we have been broken apart for how long again ? It's almost like everytime I push myself away from you I get more drawn into you there's something about you that I don't know but keeps drawing me in more and more intensive then each day . Why though? It wasn't anything special. We changed pictures, would stay on call nightly, was it your voice that kept me... » Continue Reading
— 1 Kudos
Category: Life
I don't know exactly. 19 next month still homeless with no job , every place is part time in Ohio . I can't tell real from fake either now so I have to pull my skin to even know if I'm awake or if I'm a real person daily . I seen your last video . You was with her . I cried the whole time I seen that then just thought about the times and everything you did to me . It's so ..odd to say the least. » Continue Reading
— 4 Kudos
Category: Romance and Relationships
I say I don't care about what you do daily but yet here I am stalking you seeing what your doing . When I told your current girl that you drunk texted me at the time I genuinely didn't care and I wasn't trying to break you two up , I could care less tbh . But why do I care now ? I seen you met her in person and aren't online now , why does this bother me so much when you aren't mines you'll never ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I never thought what was said or fakely made up about someone could genuinely ruin someone's life or whole image towards many people till that day happened to me . You can't defend yourself your voice doesn't matter so don't prove a point . I've been trying to prove people wrong for almost a few weeks now close to a month about everything, the person who made them claims vanished quicker then he d... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Hi I'm astro you may know me by that name or yng astro , Asura , or even my gov name Sonjia . I won't lie I'm not at all the best person or mentally always fully here , I tend to lash out on people or do thinks without thinking beforehand cause 1 I don't think about consequences and 2 unlike you I don't have a consciousness or really feel emotional/ emotion when stuff happens I don't know how to ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Crazy . Turning 20 when I first met you and I didn't even know you as a person that well you were just someone I seen as a cool person so odd how time flys by . Little over almost a year now knowing you and over that short amount of time so much has happened not to just me but you as well and getting to know you, we don't talk anymore but I still see from a distance if your ok and check on you thr... » Continue Reading
— 1 Kudos
Category: Life
I think I came to terms that overall I'm not a good person , I cant show love for one another being a friend s/o or even a family member or talking stage I shut down everytime or self destruct and crash out on everyone. Its came to a point to where I'm like wtrv about everything now which I think has helped a little though to a point . I stopped drinking which I don't think has helped much I was w... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Currently for almost two weeks now have been living in Ohio I don't enjoy it much here there's nothing to offer from here as well as everything is 3-5hrs away for a job and I've already applied to the two places near me . I was told living here is temporarily though and to not stress it that much that it'll be ok and I'll be back in Detroit soon , highly doubt though both me n my mom dea broke and... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Skel passed today. And I'll be honest i haven't felt this wave of mixed emotions since my friend Romero passed Abt 5ish years ago . I even feel worse cause the last message I ever got from him was him saying how I was talented with my art and honestly look at that now is enough to make me cry . The even worse part about all this is I KNOW he was doing better with all the drugs trying to sober up ,... » Continue Reading
— 1 Comment— 1 Kudos
Category: Blogging
I'm going on a little adventure well not really I'll just use that as the term for what I'm about to do so yeah :3 I woke up this morning around 6:02am today and I felt instantly sick like my stomach was hurting like I was almost on my period as well as this might be TMI but important context but I'll just say "down there" hurt a little and felt numb as well before anything is said I don't engage ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
My birthday is in like 3 months don't know how to really feel to be honest nor do I think I care much. I think I always grew up with crappy birthday parties or everything turns to hell that day to where I'm at the point of just not caring . However I am excited to get another tat and hopefully get my hand tat fixed , I'm looking to maybe a yonder over wonder tat as well as a anti eyebrow dermal :... » Continue Reading
— 1 Comment— 2 Kudos
Category: Blogging
Today is Easter I don't really celebrate it not just cause I'm Hindu but due to the fact that every holiday is depressing for me cause I get reminded that I never have family to celebrate with and never will . I was however yesterday invited to my roommates family Easter and was supposed to go but come to find out none of my roommates here even liked me in the first place so they didn't bother to ... » Continue Reading
Report User
