um hi lolz

Been a lil min since I wrote a blog or yapped tbh and that's because I've been a lil me trip . Be less active online and only really text by number although I still have insta and cord downloaded it's just not used at all like that anymore . It's kind of better this way tbh , I don't worry about much and it clears up my mind not only from past stuff but life in gen it's nice , however it doesn't cover up the issues at home it temporarily masks it and gives me a little bit of happiness.

The whole sim situation didn't fall through. I was supposed to meet him in NY for my birthday and get a tat with him just a lil hangout for a few days but he started acting weird and I don't know why I'ma be honest. He used to check on me and make sure I was eating and safe daily or would always update me on his cat , ask if I wanted to vc non stop or beg to vc and play games but he started getting very dry . I sort of lost it one day . I got tired of his stuff so I said flat out "the block button is free , with all respect sim I'm tired of how you treat me. From going to friends to u offering me cash to be your "pet "? To you being distant and saying u hate me to u goin back to wanting me and then u go dry and distant , respectfully I hope you accomplish your dreams and goals but I'm tired of it people have been pointing out how you treat me like and it's been clicking in my head but I'm too dumb to notice myself " after I sent that he blocked on everything and yes I mean EVERYTHING, no at least for what I hoped an answer as to why he acts the way he does or just does ts . Coming to a tho is that I don't need closure or an answer to everything , some things are better off left unbothered and not everything needs closure even if you didn't get it or get the reason why . 

I don't have much else to write other than wifiskeleton is dropping his album pony and I'm really excited:) he even made his pfp in his server the drawing I made for him which is really kewl! He even reposted my art :D I plan on drawing for him again when pony drops off the vibe I'ma draw something!