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⛰︎ Alexa ꩜ ☾⭒°✧

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Tinder
Category: Romance and Relationships
Nothing is more depressing than going on dating apps, particularly tinder. I see these gorgeous women that I’d be interested in but I’m so ashamed of myself and my looks (plus I’m polyam and most aren’t) that I swipe left on plenty of girls. Why would they like me, you know? Also I’m disabled and healthy people just don’t get the struggles that I face. Even making friends is hard for similar reaso... » Continue Reading
Sigh
Category: Life
Got sick again today. I want to cancel my flight because the stress of airports and flying triggers my symptoms sometimes. I also don’t want to be sick at my great-aunt’s place. Canceling on my dad for this trip would cause a shitstorm because my dad is a control freak. If I told him that I’m trying to get in to see a doctor about this because I’m worried for my health then maybe he’d be more unde... » Continue Reading
Ranting about mean people
Category: Life
People are equal parts mean and stupid. I was standing outside of my car while leaning into the driver’s seat organizing things, not paying attention to my surroundings. Its important to note that there were several empty parking spots behind/next to me. I didn't hear a woman and her quiet car pull up so I just continued what I was doing. I’m not sure how long she’d been wanting to park DIRECTLY N... » Continue Reading
Ranting
Category: Life
I think that I’m an adult who can do things. Then I almost get scammed AGAIN because I’m gullible and autistic and sheltered. It pisses me off and embarrasses me so much. It also scares me because I can’t live/function alone but I don’t want to have to rely on other people my whole life. I don’t want to be like a child forever who doesn’t understand things. The world keeps burning me because I’m t... » Continue Reading
Love my toxic family
Category: Life
I told my mom that I was sick due to my IBS yesterday and that my girlfriend almost passed out yesterday so I was worried about her. My mom responded with “well I’m worried about you two not having jobs.” Fuck you. Next time you’re sick at home from work I won’t feel sorry for you, I’ll say the same shit about you not working. How uncaring do you have to be? » Continue Reading
Ventin’
Category: Life
I'm so lonely. I'm so tired of being ashamed of myself and being anxious often. I hate that I've grown up in a world that's dying. I hate being powerless to do anything about it. I hate to see what's going on in Palestine and other countries with no way to stop it. I feel like in the next 10, 20 years the world is going be very different. And not in a good way. » Continue Reading
Hot to Go (Rarijack edition)
Category: Blogging
https://youtu.be/2_HTpS-Fa60?si=CM_6aGqDTpZ86IVT Best MLP related video that I’ve seen in a while » Continue Reading
Venting
Category: Romance and Relationships
Kind of worried that my girlfriend and I aren’t healthy for each other. We’ve spent over three years now being basically each other’s only friends because of the lack of queer people around us. We go through shit with her quitting jobs again and again because she’s disabled but doesn’t have any record of her disabilities (that I know of) so she can’t get help. My parents are constantly on us to ge... » Continue Reading
Sad girl hours
Category: Life
How do I make friends when I’m anxious, chronically ill, awkward and I’m worried that people will call my interests childish? It’s so hard to make friends as an adult. » Continue Reading
🚫📱
Category: Life
Need to detox from an app for my health and for the planet lmao (it uses a lot of electricity) but the problem is that I use said app because I’m deeply lonely and I’m very unsatisfied with my life. Deleting it will make that worse again. » Continue Reading
Catfishing
Category: Life
Imagine being a catfish. Like I know that a lot of people do it because they’re lonely but I’m lonely too and I’ll still be 100% honest about my looks and about myself in general. » Continue Reading