I’m so sorry, Emma. I’m sorry that I didn’t take you to the vet earlier when we first moved here. I’m sorry that I wasn’t more perceptive to your weight loss and strange behaviors. I’m sorry for all of the times that I could’ve given you more attention but didn’t. Thank you for loving me anyway. Thank you for laying on me while I slept and being a comfort. Thank you for your headbutts and your lic... » Continue Reading
I’m volunteering at my town’s annual Pride Prom. If I had the money and the confidence to do so I’d actually attend myself. There’s a girl here that looks like the actress who plays Lucy (Fallout tv show) that’s in a pretty dress and converse. My gay ass is like 😳 » Continue Reading
I have one brain cell (neurodivergent & I had a brain bleed when I was born, I have no idea if this gave me brain damage permanently) so sometimes I share shit without really processing what I’m reading first. It leads to me sharing things that are just plain incorrect. If I do that, feel free to call me out on it. My rejection sensitivity won’t like it but I will live. » Continue Reading
Due to the shit that Meta is pulling with Instagram and AI I’ve decided to join Cara. I’m considering deleting all of my drawings from Instagram. https://cara.app/badlandswolf » Continue Reading
When I was waiting for my girlfriend tonight to pick her up from work this older woman asked me for a ride to her house. She had groceries with her and it was dark and it was raining and she said she lived close so I felt like I couldn't say no. Plus, it was an old woman so I felt less anxious. Also I knew that I’d have my girlfriend with me and wouldn't be alone in the car with a stranger. Well, ... » Continue Reading
It’ll take a bit of writing to give all of the details but my kindness and inability to say no could’ve seriously gotten me hurt or killed tonight. Worse yet, my partner was with me so she was in danger too. I’m never giving a stranger a ride home again. » Continue Reading
My mom found a lump in her breast today because it was itching. She said when she had breast cancer when I was a kid it itched too. She has a mammogram in a few weeks at least. I already feel sick with worry. Yeah I’m not close to my mom like I once was but I am embarrassingly completely dependent on her. I’m still unemployed. Still trying to get a job through vocational rehab but they’re likely n... » Continue Reading
Someone who has the life that I’ve always wanted now has their dream job too. Meanwhile I’ve been unemployed for a year and there’s a lot of jobs that I can’t do because of my disabilities. I’m not using them as an excuse, it’s just the truth. Trying to do jobs that go poorly with my disabilities would either get me fired or further my physical disabilities. It’s already happened once and I still ... » Continue Reading
We went to a local flea market. There was a charity food truck there. When I went to buy something for us to eat I realized that I couldn’t find my credit card in my things. The guy serving us said we could go ahead and take the food & go to an ATM & then come back. He said that “us sisters have to stick together,” and we realized that he was gay. I assume he clocked me because my sunglasses had t... » Continue Reading
So I did a brave thing for someone with anxiety; I went to a holi party of sorts with my girlfriend Wren that a local gay guy was hosting. I was anxious and I was expecting it to be mostly older gay men there but there was a couple guys younger than me there also and one that was maybe an older millennial. He had just gotten a Bulbasaur tattoo that looked awesome. He had a Spirited Away one too. L... » Continue Reading