Ranting

I think that I’m an adult who can do things. Then I almost get scammed AGAIN because I’m gullible and autistic and sheltered. It pisses me off and embarrasses me so much. It also scares me because I can’t live/function alone but I don’t want to have to rely on other people my whole life. I don’t want to be like a child forever who doesn’t understand things. The world keeps burning me because I’m too stupid to see the flames.