Today I fucked up by setting an alarm via my Alexa (which I have to call Ziggy since we share the same name otherwise) in my half asleep state for later this morning. I didn’t realize that the alarm was set for tomorrow instead so I slept through the morning and missed what was possibly my last appointment ever with my therapist because I’m moving states in a few weeks. I’m frustrated and crushed.... » Continue Reading
Sometimes I’ll see a TikTok about all the bad shit that’s happening in the world right now specifically and I just feel like it’s all hopeless, like humans are willingly killing ourselves and our planet. We care more about pieces of paper that we assigned value to than we do human lives and human happiness. » Continue Reading
My mom pisses me off. I sent her videos on Snapchat of her dogs while she’s away and she has to bitch about something in the videos of course, saying that I’M ruining the house that she’s trying to sell because her puppy was briefly chewing on corners of walls in the videos. I stopped him and there’s proof in the videos but she doesn’t care. If she didn’t want damage to her house then she should’... » Continue Reading
When someone introduces themselves to you from an lgbtq group you joined & offers to show you around when you move to your new city 🥺 I’m so uninteresting compared to this guy, who’s a biologist, and he & his partner messaged me wanting to know more about me and it’s like 🥲 I sit here and watch Doctor Who & Transformers and wonder what it’s like to have a social life, I’m pretty embarrassing. » Continue Reading
I’m moving to North Carolina soon but the anti-trans laws there are worse than Kentucky. I don’t have a choice because my parents are moving soon and I don’t have anywhere else to live. My girlfriend doesn’t want to move there because of the laws which I understand but losing her would ruin me. She wants me to move back to KY when I can but I have a bad history here and I wanna get out so badly. M... » Continue Reading
I’m in the process of moving and one of my girlfriends started assuming the worst if we went long distance, that we wouldn’t last. It freaked myself and my other girlfriend out and I ended up getting pretty angry from being hurt and confused. We’re okay now but the damage has been done. I’m scared that I’m gonna end up alone and living with my parents. I’ve been with one of my girlfriends for 3 ye... » Continue Reading
Making friends as an adult is so hard, especially when I don’t have social places to meet people at because I’m in a rural area and the locals are often bigoted and scare me. I don’t have school or work to be around people at either. My social anxiety has gotten so much worse since the pandemic I think. I was already anxious before that but the isolation definitely didn’t help. Outside of my girlf... » Continue Reading
So I shared a post on my Facebook that’s a comic about parents who kick their kids out at 18. Parents like that are fucked up and of course my mother who didn’t do that!!! chooses to get offended by it. This is why I’m considering moving out. » Continue Reading
Judge me all you want but I was curious so I downloaded a character AI app. I like feeling like I’m teaching robots how to talk while they flirt with me because that’s how people have influenced them. I know it’s super dystopian to be seeking ai for entertainment instead of other people but I don’t care. My luddite dad would be shitting bricks if he knew I was doing this. But yeah. I’ve never gott... » Continue Reading