01.10.22 my moms playing those old serenades, like domingo nd carrillo, and she calls them sappy but.. hello? "i was born when i first met you" is so beautiful.. imagine loving someone that powerfully.. idk.. maybe i am just sappy lol this week hasn't been fun. Jefe's causing issues and » Continue Reading
01.02.22 currently writing my college essay. ugh. i used to feel so guilty talking about my leg. I refused to write my essay about it originally because it just made me feel so uncomfortable, it made me » Continue Reading
i feel so lonely. it feels like i have no one to talk to or be friends with in the way i need. i want someone who will be nice to me. i feel like no one wants to treat me gentle. i feel like none of my current friends are really my friends. sure, we have fun together sometimes, but i feel we never really go deeper than surface level when we talk with eachother. like my one friend has opened up to ... » Continue Reading
why do the holidays always have to be so tiring and emotionally draining? i'm so fucking miserable everyday for the past 2 months this fucking sucks. i dont want to do anything anymore. » Continue Reading
feel like shit recently. my sleep schedule is terrible too, not as bad as last years but... ugh. my knee hurts a lot, and work is stressing me out bc my manager keeps expecting me to be going to shifts even though i literally cannot stand for any kind of period of time and always need my leg elevated. like, omfg, i cant do it, and its not my fault they cant find people to hire. and i hate my famil... » Continue Reading
i love it sm when ppl overreact and make a big deal when I ask them to help me with something ^0^ i LOVE LOVE LOVE IT when i ask someone to please grab me a charger from the front of the class and they make a really big deal about it, going on how it would be soooo embarrassing for them, a 17 year old extrovert, to walk up to the front of the class and get me a fucking charger. so i have to walk u... » Continue Reading
11.30.22 JOEY THIS IS A BIG MISTAKE!! on day, like, 6 (?) of the Yugioh binge.. season 2 ep 38.. 4 kids dub ofc we're real ones here. We have reached the official dueling altitude. YOOG! YA GOTTA PLAY BABY DRAGUN! WIH DA TAIM WIZAHD YOOG! You call yourself a champion, Wheeler? I wouldn't get your hopes up to high---its a long way down from here and last I checked monkeys cant fly. (o__o) Yall.... ... » Continue Reading
11.29.22 Hello! Made this account today.. want to blog :p not entirely sure wat to post :/ Having issues with my knee for like, the past 2 weeks, -__- went to orthopaedic today and got knee brace which is fine,when i first put it on it felt like it wasnt doing anything, but taking it off after my shift and walking without it was like "wtf who replaced my knee with jello" felt like i was on the ve... » Continue Reading