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THE SEXIIEST SURVEY YOU'LL EVER TAKE! by alovelikeyou6911

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THE SEXIIEST SURVEY YOU'LL EVER TAKE! by alovelikeyou6911 About You, Yourself, And You name: zurie age: 17 » Continue Reading

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diary 13

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11.17.23 tw ed obligatory life update. so, college is... going. officially declared classics major last week and in the process of declaring Japanese.  i guess i'm doing okay. thats a lie. i feel pretty bad. it was much worse September, but i've been oscillating this whole time. i get episodes whe » Continue Reading

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diary 12

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8/10/23 time: 02:23 i guess i just feel like a failure. i'm not really sure what to do with myself. i'm so fickle. i wane hard between my confidence, its tough. i dont know what i should do. i cant even lose a couple pounds. but i need to lose them. i hate how i look. i'm sick of looking like this. i'm sick of being like this. i want to be » Continue Reading

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diary like, 10?

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07.31.23 today i had to go to my father's. we leave for canada tmrw and we're there till the 8-9th, and then we're back at jefes house till like, the 12 or 13---whenever he'll let me go -_-; i feel bad that all of my entries here are all like, melodramatic, and stupid, but honestly this is the one place i can be sorry for myself, express all m » Continue Reading

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tj max fell through

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7.18.23 its so fucking pointless. i dont understand why jefe is so obsessed with me getting a job right now. its impossible. no one is going to hire me in the middle of summer when i leave for college in 4 weeks. ugh. i feel so frustrated and embarrassed, especially since i just wasted the interviewers time. ugh. especially since i have a medical condition. i've » Continue Reading

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@tumblr stop deleting ed blogs pls

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woohoo i'm cured. thx tumby. like whats the purpose ugh. its just frustrating. the only people who have been able to articulate what i feel so accurately have been the people and accounts i've found on edblr and of course other ed forums (ugh but its just so convenient on tumblr) so im sad. also all my low cal recipes and everything. ugh. idek, i tagged ev » Continue Reading

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diary 10.5

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04.18.23 ugh now i'm even more fucking pissed bc my stupid fucking piece of shit mouse has these stupid fucking buttons on the side that are super sensitive and always fucking reload the page when i fucking move it and it just refreshed this one and deleted my entry fuck. whatever. my scratches look infected, not badly, but its starting to get scaley and the skin around it is pink and blotchy. i f... » Continue Reading

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diary 10

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04/17/23 cut myself a bit -- oh so edgy lmao. also had 2 big gulps of whiskey and then sat on the toilet for a while and like looked at my phone for a while, lol. i feel really floaty so im just lying in bed doing some internet stuffffss. im listening to boyfirend by big time rush. honestly, i fucking love big time rush. theyre music is actually phenomenal and its so emmaculate. they are so fuckin... » Continue Reading

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diary 9 --- and i feel like shit again.

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03.22.23 blasting my ear drums to oncle jazz again yeah... i feel so bad right now. yesterday and the day before were very good days i felt. I went for over an hour walk each day and saw the sun which was really nice. i felt so hopeful for spring. i felt so forgiving of myself. i had 1473kcal monday and 806.5 yesterday. i've already had 1000.2 today and expecting another 3-400 for dinner. ugh. i f... » Continue Reading

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diary 8 - lucky sue

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01.29.22 How many times can I listen to Oncle Jazz before I get sick of it? Trick question. I really love Men I Trust. I love their music so much. Its just, perfect. And it gets me in so many ways. It inspires me and I always wanna write when i have it playing. its so comforting i can listen to it while i sleep, but it also makes me feel emotions i can only get out by writing.. i'm restricting aga... » Continue Reading

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diary 7 - life is hell

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01.11.22 god this fucking sucks. i have an research paper over a month late atp for seminar that i still havent finished yet, and she wants it in by friday UGH. and i have my midterms next week and i dont even know what fucking days they are bc the school doesnt post that shit online for whatever reason. ugh. goddamn it. why is life so fucking hard? tomorrow for sem were going to a local college t... » Continue Reading

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