long nights filled with the absence of you are what I long for. the feeling of being able to do what I want, be who I need, and be young (not) living my best life. the sunsets are more intricate without you here able to focus on my own thoughts rather that yours (about me) I can't live like this forever if 'I spend too much time in my mind I will find I have lost it' hoping for you to be there. En... » Continue Reading
summer is ending today I start High School tomorrow for the first time ever these are going to be the defining few years of my life and I hope I can get over my anxiety and not wase it I'm gonna start anew this year and try to make some new friends who like me for who I am m » Continue Reading
I'm going to wake up at 5:00 Am to watch the sunrise, sometimes I wish I had someone to watch it with me, a friend or more but maybe its best if this becomes a personal experience something positive to remember myself by for when I inevitably change, every day I remanence whether it be a time before I saw something to relive a moment or to experience something I was neve » Continue Reading
So there finaly here preforming for you if you know the words you can join in too put your hand together if you want to clap as we take you through this monkey rap huh D K Donkey knongn hes the leader of the bunch you know him well hes finally back to kick some tail his coconut gun can fire in spurts if he shoots ya its gonna hurt hes bigger faster and stronger too hes the first member of the DK ... » Continue Reading
So this all started in 7th grade it was like the second week of school and I still haven't really made any friends and than my class is doing some kind of group project it was like a social thing cause it was the first or second week and I was in this group where the people were harassing me about being transgender saying shit like "Your not really transgender you just wanna know what it feels lik... » Continue Reading
4/30/23 Pre summer: Can skateboard: no Can play any instruments: no Job at AMC: not yet Fave music artists: My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy Ever fallen in love: no Kiss:0 Happiness scale out of 10: 5 concerts: 1 MCR, weight:159 height: 5'2 in a band yet: no Passes 8th grade: so far good F in math tho Friends: L, kind of friends: L,P, T,M,M,V,E,I,N,J grade: 8th hair co » Continue Reading
I got into Fall Out Boy about a week or 2 after love from the other side came out and I absolutely loved it and still do the guitar was there and it was great same with drums. Heartbreak feels So Good came out it was not good it had a more pop kind of sound. I got into Take This To Your Grave, From Under The Cork Tree, Infinity On High, and Follie a Deux I haven't really listened to anything pas... » Continue Reading
Year after year month after month week after week day after day all the same Depressing heat its already nearing the end of winter and I got one kinda full week of cool weather. Florida is shit I understand that some people hate the cold and say it's much harder to live in freezing conditions and I'm sure there right but I just can't fucking stand this Florida bull shit You cant escape the heat be... » Continue Reading
I did practically noting today I really need to get off my ass lol. I went to Trader Joes tho got some bomb ass mochi its perfect as well of some surprisingly good frozen french onion soup it was really good I added some extra cheese try it if you can. » Continue Reading