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Helot Hero

Category: Life

this piece is dedicated to Hamza Abu Halima, the Lion of Gaza. and what if you, too, are descended from slaves? and from lions? what if you are a slave? and a lion? what if you have just forgotten that fact, either let yourself forget or been forced to forget, and that is disrespect to your ancestors? what then? last night, i told some friends, i was feeling "a small humble sort of pride, today, b... » Continue Reading

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Partner, Parent, Portal

Category: Life

"o Mother, Father, may i please share this bounty?" "no." "but--"  "we said no." this past week, one of my partners visited. we'd both been planning it for a while. shortly before they came, they'd told me a story about how they 'had' to call the cops on someone at their work for being violent. apparently a woman came in asking if she could use the bathroom, for the second time, as she'd tried ear... » Continue Reading

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"Mooring" vs "Treatment"

Category: Romance and Relationships

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i don't want to be a good person

Category: Life

i'd rather be a bad person who loves a lot of people i never ever want to think i should be a good person because that will make me think i have to be, which, in the desperation & pain of feeling like i can't be, will turn to a delusion that i will be, that nobody else is, that i have to preach to people, to fix other people's lives or save their worlds. it's the inverse of humility, really. i don... » Continue Reading

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my life is way too valuable & way too big

Category: Life

if i can raise the prices & rent in a neighborhood by storing my stuff there if i can put all the people i love in danger by being more trouble than i'm worth if i can mean so much more, be so much more valuable, to everyone than another person who could be me in Palestine that nobody confronts their mor(t)ality as long as they have me if i can be so big nobody can see past me or my needs or my de... » Continue Reading

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binary code does not make reality / language does not make reality

Category: Writing and Poetry

individualism or collectivism, two binary choices represented & defined by the English language they can be understood in. when you reach out to someone you see crying to comfort them, what is that? when you move yourself away from the noise someone else is making because you are overstimulated, what is that? when you move yourself closer to feel their warmth, what is that? when you hear someone l... » Continue Reading

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memory: Alzheimer's & Asphodel

Category: Writing and Poetry

wander and wander and wander and wander do not let me go listless, but witness my rest dancing, spinning, getting dizzy, losing stories do not ever let me lose energy, or stop these worries stay human stay human stay human stay human "i really do not understand, and therefore beg of you to assist my memory." - plato, who is not my only ancestor i beg i beg i beg » Continue Reading

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the death of innocence.

Category: Religion and Philosophy

"Because settler colonialism is built upon an entangled triad structure of settler-native-slave, the decolonial desires of white, nonwhite, immigrant, postcolonial, and oppressed people, can similarly be entangled in resettlement, reoccupation, and reinhabitation that actually further settler colonialism. The metaphorization of decolonization makes possible a set of evasions, or 'settler moves to ... » Continue Reading

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the fences

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

once, when i was a kid, i had a dream that was basically my neighborhood (my, in that i live there) unmodified, except for these four fences all around suddenly, instead of being able to go anywhere my body could go, i was limited to almost exactly six blocks, maybe eight? altogether a prison supposedly, it was for my safety, and the safety of everyone in the neighborhood but i had vague memories ... » Continue Reading

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plato is not your only ancestor

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

you might have the same names in your mind / as the ones who took your gods when they offered you Christ but do you remember how to read the guts read the guts read the guts read the guts read the guts read the guts  διΞ¬βασε τα κότσια. i think about the forgotten lives of forgotten people, their work referenced a couple times in another's work as part of a story » Continue Reading

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Meet Your God

Category: News and Politics

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the signs at the pier.

Category: Life

the ones that say "it is illegal to sell fish from here because there is mercury in the fish, mercury & other toxins." next to, or under, the ones that say, "no skateboarding, no biking, no bonfires, no drinking, no drugs, n--" » Continue Reading

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