"i hope you find tranquility in my words"
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i’ve always favored my peers; never have been in the shoes of the favorited i hold everybody so close to me, maybe too close i want to know what it’s like so bad to be someone’s favorite friend. even better, i want to know what it’s like to be loved purely. stretch my soul open and have a gaze. i am so beautiful but it’s the least interesting thing about me. i’m so surrounded and alone nothing ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i love a slow, easy morning. i love the way a baby’s face lights up when i wave to them in public. i love when strangers are comfortable speaking with me about their personal intricacies. i love seeing my dad happily married. i love assorted rocks and knacks. i love that there are thousands of spoken languages. i love art of all kinds. i love secret tension. i love when i smile at someone on the ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
it’s really late and i have to be up and about within the next 6 hours, which is horrible i feel like a lot of people *could* function off of 6 hours of sleep but i genuinely need 8-10 hours per night xd i’ve been doing a lot of thinking, and problem-solving in my head as per usual but its also brought a lot to my attention, and i’ve really dug deep regarding the person i used to be and most impor... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
hello oh my gosh its been a while since i’ve last blogged and ,,, a lot of shit has happened im sitting in my backyard in the sprinkle of rain blogging while hitting my bong its quite nice anyways, a few weeks ago i solo traveled to portugal. it was insane. like— refreshing. no stupid small talk (love) people mind their business (love) its chill yk (their goddamn taxes tho…!!!?????? » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
long time no see. recently i’ve been writing in my journal more often than blogging but i’ve been reminded that i haven’t uploaded in quite some time lollz. anyways,, these days i just do my own thing. work, spend time in my maximalist room (i love it there), smoke, hangout with friends and think about my career choices. as i do the normal freshly-adult activities, i’ve dealt with the MOST insuffe... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
hi friends ;3 been a while since i last blogged about my life. i'm not gonna lie i keep forgetting that spacehey exists, but then sometimes i remember that i want to keep blogging, but then i forget again LMAO i recently just got my first car, which i'm so incredibly grateful for. i also have an interview on sunday for a new job, cuz tbh i SUCK at keeping a job. sorry that i get bored doing the s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
hi friends, it’s been a minute. but i’ve been working on a lot of things recently. a few days ago my grandfather passed, so i’ve made it to michigan with my sister for the funeral and memorial. sometimes it’s hard to grieve, and not be able to express it easily. death is weird for me, i’ve never really felt so sad to the point where it consumed me, which i’m grateful for but i wish i could show ho... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
hey blog :) long time since i’ve blogged, but that’s alright. time to myself was very much needed! lately i’ve been getting my shit together. i knew i would do this for myself, but putting it into action feels so right and good. i got a new job at a thrift store near my house, which is really cool. i like my coworkers :) currently saving up for a car!! then once that’s out of the way, i’ll potent... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
i normally hate to pick on myself the way that i do, but man is it so hard to ignore it at moments. it’s normal though. i guess. i just sometimes feel like humans weren’t meant to be so self aware, you know? society is so harsh and it’s crazier because it drains us all & barely anyone says anything about that. it sometimes feels like its much too late, most of the damage has already been done but ... » Continue Reading
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