holy shit i've been so ia on here. sorry! twitter is collapsing and i'm too lazy to write in my paper diary so i might as well hang around here. here's an update on my life! - i stole some linoleum and a paint roller so now i have enough gear to make linocut prints » Continue Reading
it's going well! everything is going so well!!! i mean there's a lot of work, but we have 5 hours of class every day which is great bc it actually leaves some time for me to DO THE WORK. crazy. i've made SO MUCH ART recently. still don't know what i'm doing. but at least it's going well. i've decided to sign up to table at my local anime / art convention with my friends!!! i hope we get in, bc the... » Continue Reading
this is a long one. pretty personal too, but don't feel bad for reading. i posted it, right? hiii i know i'm a semester late but i applied to this foundations program at a college. i'm literally the youngest age group they'd allow in (16) and i am SHITTING MYSELF. it's an art school and i've heard many stressful things about art schools so it's not hard to psych myself out. either way, it's a nice... » Continue Reading
saigon hardcore pop punk rock band whatever scene goes crazy. i went to a free show on thursday to see 9xacly and there was this new band (supergroup?????) called now or later who were ttly 2000s emo posers with the swoopy hair and everything. one of them wore pre-made aliexpress patch pants. they weren't bad, but 9xacly blew it out of the fkn water. their singer looks like tyler durden. there was... » Continue Reading
i went out three times in a row this weekend. hooolllyyyy hell. my head still hurts. on friday i saw the fnaf movie with my bestie, then on saturday i had a "sleepover" (went clubbing up until 1am), then last night my friend came back from sweden so we went to a retro diner and a bunch of halloween events at clubs LOLLL. we were s » Continue Reading
i went to japan to see fob in summer sonic. it was awesome!!! i made a bunch of kandi to hand out to people, gave away like six. their set was mostly hits but they played thriller (!!!!). seeing pete in real life was so ethereal, like wow. we're existing in the same time as these guys. ALSO joe's back!!!! then i went to central tokyo and shopped my little heart out. i got 15 cds. fifteen! for an a... » Continue Reading
so there's this person in the bandom-sphere right, more on the fob side, who lives in my city so we became friends. a few months into it i started getting icked out bc she would act rly weird around me and my friends. like she'd do things under the assumption that we were closer than we actually were? it was even weirder in private too. for context i was 15 and she was 18. YIKES should've been a r... » Continue Reading
oh my god i haven't touched this website in soooo long. the blog tab is full of discourse lol... this is gonna be another tumblr situation isn't it. oh well! my life's going pretty well atm. i watched a LOTTT of movies when i was suspendy: freaky friday, the princess diaries, 10 things i hate about you, all the mlp movies, the owl house s3, saw... i saw renfield in theaters! it's pretty much the ... » Continue Reading
i just got suspended for "being abusive" to a teacher. i sent him an email bc i was fed up with his class, and he ratted me out to the principal and all the other teachers. i said the fuck word a lot, and i did say kys, which is fucked up, but so is making me want to kill myself?? so they suspended me! for a day. i went home and smoked a well-deserved cigarette. my mom took me for sushi that night... » Continue Reading
happy december yall. this month has been the reading/studying month for me. idk what came over me! it was like i was suddenly possessed by the spirit of neat handwriting videos and got into a tism-fueled organization frenzy. i finished like 2 books in a week (one of them was a collection of feminist essays, the other... twilight). tbh twilight isn't as bad as people like to say. it's just kinda bo... » Continue Reading
(crossposted from lj) i started listening to bright eyes this morning and got a pqrt (that i could see in my notifs..?) from some loser or other saying that "i don't like you so don't." usually i'd write this stuff in my diary but 1) i don't wanna remember that when i reread my diary ew, and 2) it's running out of pages anyway. i know all the twt emos use livejournal for their emo poetry now but i... » Continue Reading