uniii

god uni is sooo much work!!! crying screaming dying. i'm in class rn, have been since 8am. i don't fw anything today. also my futureme account timed out coz all companies wanna do is get money from you now. i might make a new one, coz later.io isn't much better. literally how did i get by in high school??? i was sooooo anxious this morning coz i've been behind in work coz i'm like, half-sick and have that desperate feeling again where i need to destroy something or cut my hair or graffiti my wall or down a couple stimulants. my period just ended too, so maybe that's a factor.

class isn't freaking helping!!!! maybe i only feel half-sick bc i took a paracetamol and my body temperature is lower now, and i'm hungry. god, i feel like a giant garbage truck took a dump on the desert.

other than that, i've been listening to the velvet underground and the beach boys. goated musicians. pleaseee listen to pet sounds if you somehow haven't like me.