i went to japan to see fob in summer sonic. it was awesome!!! i made a bunch of kandi to hand out to people, gave away like six. their set was mostly hits but they played thriller (!!!!). seeing pete in real life was so ethereal, like wow. we're existing in the same time as these guys. ALSO joe's back!!!! then i went to central tokyo and shopped my little heart out. i got 15 cds. fifteen! for an a... » Continue Reading
so there's this person in the bandom-sphere right, more on the fob side, who lives in my city so we became friends. a few months into it i started getting icked out bc she would act rly weird around me and my friends. like she'd do things under the assumption that we were closer than we actually were? it was even weirder in private too. for context i was 15 and she was 18. YIKES should've been a r... » Continue Reading
oh my god i haven't touched this website in soooo long. the blog tab is full of discourse lol... this is gonna be another tumblr situation isn't it. oh well! my life's going pretty well atm. i watched a LOTTT of movies when i was suspendy: freaky friday, the princess diaries, 10 things i hate about you, all the mlp movies, the owl house s3, saw... i saw renfield in theaters! it's pretty much the ... » Continue Reading
i just got suspended for "being abusive" to a teacher. i sent him an email bc i was fed up with his class, and he ratted me out to the principal and all the other teachers. i said the fuck word a lot, and i did say kys, which is fucked up, but so is making me want to kill myself?? so they suspended me! for a day. i went home and smoked a well-deserved cigarette. my mom took me for sushi that night... » Continue Reading
happy december yall. this month has been the reading/studying month for me. idk what came over me! it was like i was suddenly possessed by the spirit of neat handwriting videos and got into a tism-fueled organization frenzy. i finished like 2 books in a week (one of them was a collection of feminist essays, the other... twilight). tbh twilight isn't as bad as people like to say. it's just kinda bo... » Continue Reading
(crossposted from lj) i started listening to bright eyes this morning and got a pqrt (that i could see in my notifs..?) from some loser or other saying that "i don't like you so don't." usually i'd write this stuff in my diary but 1) i don't wanna remember that when i reread my diary ew, and 2) it's running out of pages anyway. i know all the twt emos use livejournal for their emo poetry now but i... » Continue Reading
it's hot and there's mosquitoes everywhere. the only thing keeping me going is patd interviews and listening to old nightcore songs lolll. i haven't posted here in a while, still trying to figure this thing out (this is so ryan ross in 2006 core). that skateboarding thing turned out to be a bust but i did get a lot of exercise! uhhhh i'm reading fight club which is p cool (and gay). honestly, tyle... » Continue Reading
ive been so obsessed with ryan ross recently it's getting out of hand. i even tried to make my hair look like his (it's... a work in progress). anyway here's him as a vampire happy simping » Continue Reading
so last night i stayed up real late to check out ryan ross's old lj posts and. wow. i did not expect the impact of "17 years ago" to hit me like a sick of bricks like that. j e e z. i have a lot of melancholy regarding old web and archives. idk it's just a feeling i don't think there's a word for yet, adn if i was a good writer maybe i'd describe it well enough. just know that it's like waking thr... » Continue Reading
i've been wanting to learn how to skateboard for a while now :3 it's hard (but fun!) also i've been cutting up my old neon socks to make into gloves. soon i will become the Ultimate Cool Kid : ) » Continue Reading
i just realized i haven't made an introduction thingy, so here! my name iz rumor (it isn't the only name i have, u can read more abt that n my pronouny :3) and my main set of pronouns r they/them! i'm rly into bandom, scene/emo aesthetics, media made for kids, and trendercore, as well as lgbtq stuff in general. my fave bands atm r panic! at the disco (BU supporters go away plz), fall out boy, cob... » Continue Reading