i locked the door in the bathroom and cried while playing blockblast because theere was no fucking wifi to scroll tiktook i feel so fucking numb after crying a shit ton like that but at least i cant cry anymore. gosh why do i have to be so miserable before my birthday............ recently i just heard from my online sis that my online bro was trying to off himself by drowning. luckily he failed an... » Continue Reading
oh my god i dont know where to start because my life is trying to fuck me in the ass 3 days before birthday and my mom is just making everything harder for me. i was so fucking tired today so i begged my mom to attend online classes instead of packing my ass to a class with 60 fucking people screaming in my ears. mom said "no!!! its the first day of class after lunar new year so you have to greet ... » Continue Reading
UGGHGGWUBHWDBUIHW I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. which means i will see my fucking ex againnnnhuhuhuhuhu.,jcnj im still bitter about how she managed to ruin my lunar new year with her annoying ass messages begging me to unblock her. why cant she just understand that i no longer love her and move on????????? shes gonna make school even worse for me. every fucking day i have to see her face, hear ... » Continue Reading
oh my god im gonna ride a bike into a river and drown and die. so at like 11:10pm ish i was chilling with my friend C, waiting for lunar new year and chatting. when suddenly i saw a notification of C's photo along with "hey are you still awake". i had a feeling that it was urgent because why the fuck would you ask if im awake after just a few minutes of going offline? and yep it was my ex. oh my G... » Continue Reading
i was just walking down to my dancing center tonight. i was in my casual oversized jeans, striped shirt that i really hate for its puffy ass sleeves and my school jacket uniform. so i was minding my own business, going to my class then i saw 3 kids waiting for their parents to pick up. they were just hanging around yk, talking and shit. suddenly when i walked pass them, one of them say "hellooo!..... » Continue Reading
i saw you rummaging in our class's medical cabinet today. i didnt want to notice you, but it was just impossible. it seems that you were taking some sticking plasters and medical cotton. and you also stole some stuff from there if im not wrong. sneaky, but i doubt anyones gonna care. i was still doing my homework as usual, but in the corner of my eye, i saw you bandaging your left arm. for how lo... » Continue Reading
i saw a new keychain on your pencil case that day. im sure it was made out of yarn. it was a flower bracelet. and most importantly, it was blue. why blue? i might be thinking things way too far, but why not other colors? why not your favorite color? thought i was overthinking until i dont know why but the keychain hit my eyes immediately. it was so clos » Continue Reading
bro guess what? i forgot my history textbook today. and dude the teacher noticed. well its no big deal since shes so nice, but SHE ASKED MY EX BFF TO SHARE THE BOOK WITH ME. god id rather die than be associated with that girl ever again. plus i didnt really need the book that much holy shit you can just keep it to yourself girl. she was pretty hesitant on doing so but she didnt have a choice, our ... » Continue Reading
please get me out i hate it here. i hate the way my mind replays the smallest things and turn it into the most embarrassing thing ever. i hate the way that i have dreams and passions but my existential dread keeps ruining everything for me. i hate the way i keep having to join social games or find new fandoms to distract myself from this fucking head. i hate the way i keep listening and comforting... » Continue Reading
FUCKKKKKKK I MADE A MISTAKE recently i got into this really small fandom (and kinda dead too). there were very few creators who actually make content of that game occasionally. i was so devastated until i found that one girl whose whole account is about that game?? AND SHE POSTS RLLY OFTEN TOO. no shit i was happy like i found a ladybug or something. so like why not following her??? then after 2 w... » Continue Reading
after leaving her, i felt so much better. i still get all nervous just at the thought of seeing her face at school and sitting next to her though. (god i wish i could switch seats already but its my fav seat) well yeah of course im traumatized after all that shit. i even got a nightmare of our fight, where all her backlashing messages was running on my computer screen while i was just asking chatg... » Continue Reading
fuck fuck FUCKK im starting to regret my decision. i keep thinking about how upset shes been feeling lately since i dropped her ahh. plus she has once mentioned that im her only reason to live? haha thats not true right.. no but seriously, even if she depends on me for emotional support ive got my own problems too. i dont have all the energy and patience to take care of her. lord i cant even take ... » Continue Reading
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