end of lunar new year......................

UGGHGGWUBHWDBUIHW I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. which means i will see my fucking ex againnnnhuhuhuhuhu.,jcnj im still bitter about how she managed to ruin my lunar new year with her annoying ass messages begging me to unblock her. why cant she just understand that i no longer love her and move on????????? shes gonna make school even worse for me. every fucking day i have to see her face, hear her voice and feel her presence just one seat away from me. im sorry to be selfish but i wish she went absent for a whole week so i can stop being on edge all the time. then i could hang out with my 2 friends without worrying that she will take them away from me. though i dont blame her for hanging out with them all the time. her mental health is FUCKED. UP. and its even worse after ive left her for 5 months. theyre her friends too and theyre the only emotional support. i only hope that when i go to school, my psychic ass will be able to sense how fucked up she is because i straight up refused to unblock her 30 minutes before lunar. deserved

oh god i still have like a bunch of work to do since ive been slacking off all day watching japanese bl and i hate my life way too much to start. i also havent bought any gifts for my friends..,.,. i promised them to............ god what am i gonna do