for somebody to see?

i saw you rummaging in our class's medical cabinet today. i didnt want to notice you, but it was just impossible. it seems that you were taking some sticking plasters and medical cotton. and you also stole some stuff from there if im not wrong. sneaky, but i doubt anyones gonna care. 

i was still doing my homework as usual, but in the corner of my eye, i saw you bandaging your left arm. for how long ive been with you, i could tell that it was self inflicted. this time, i could somehow guess what made you do so, but i guess its just none of my business. i chose to ignore it. 

you were sitting right next to me, looking at the covered wound and poking around with it. obviously i am concerned, but again its just not a thing to be nosey about. however the way she messed with the wound felt weird. why not hide it? usually you wouldnt want people to notice it, so why leave it fully visible next to me? i mean you werent showing fresh cuts like you did back then, but just why? and you put your arm next to my sitting spot too as i was looking down, and your thumb touched my thigh. i feel like youre doing this on purpose. if not, then why do i keep seeing it in the corner of my eye? why do i feel so uncomfortable?

please just stop. im not paranoid am i? i wish i could atleast change seats. you make me sick.