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The question under my skin

Category: Life

Sometimes it emerges, but most of the time it's out of sight Should I take life seriously or not In the end does it matter or not After all everything ends The subjective experience of antipatic gone forever at the end of line Should I grip with titan strength or let it manifest away One life, as far we know Are my experiences meaningful or meaningless? The life of a titan and the life of a maggot... » Continue Reading

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Strigăt omenesc

Category: Writing and Poetry

Plop bătrân ce vezi d-asupra toate - până la sfârșitu grăunte din clepsidră Ce întâmpini suflu de ici și colo Neschimbat căci seva din pamant vine, iar restu-i adaos Aici cu picior greoi foșnesc prin frunzăraie  Singur pițigoi să mă auză și-a mă ție minte Iar sub mine, În adâncuri înfipte Rădăcini încâlicite să mă simtă » Continue Reading

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Why did Chuddie get the banhammer?

Category: News and Politics

I know a lot of people here didn't agree with his politics, but I've personally  never seen him post anything hateful. » Continue Reading

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Descent

Category: Writing and Poetry

Moisture clings to smooth stone. Stray drips beat on sandy gravel. Mute melody to follow Pitch black yet I can see. Soot footsteps lay the path ahead Deeper yet neath rich veins, fine black powder coats my soles This cold womb, a place to rest I'll adorn with yet another seam » Continue Reading

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I solved shin splints with this one simple trick. Doctors hate me

Category: Sports

I've been running for 2 years (on and off) and when I started I always had problems with shin splints because I was used to heel strike. Modern footwear, especially shoes with thicker heel support condition us into taking large strides where you always land on your heel.  The trick is to make fast shorter strides in order to always land on your forefoot or midfoot. If you do this most of the mecha... » Continue Reading

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My quest for infinite vril (dumb showerthought)

Category: Life

The foolproof plan to solve lack of motivation: 1. Health, nutrition, exercise. Already in tip top shape I just have to drop the alcohol 2. Train myself to see value in things that don't reward me. This is going to be hard. Maybe make up and infuse esoteric reasons to do things. 3. Attain psychotic levels of optimism somehow. Aka giant levels of delusion.  Maybe read big moustache man's stuff to l... » Continue Reading

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Star Wars parody

Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

If you're a star wars fan do yourself a favor and watch this guy's parody. It's honestly amazing.  The movies were dubbed by professional voice actors and edited in such a way to portray the jedi as a bunch of drug addicts causing trouble with their dance moves  everywhere they go. Oh also did I mention it actually has a » Continue Reading

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Swift

Category: Life

Those who've read my previous blogpost might have already concluded that I can't exactly form bonds anymore. I'm sort of a shell trying to mimmick humanity. I tend to cling to moments and try to turn them into something more meaningful than they actually are. I overcompensate the lack of meaning in my life by infusing meaning in the small things, and sometimes I yearn for connection despite being ... » Continue Reading

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My schizoid mind

Category: Life

    I used to feel emotions as a kid but I had a hard time recognizing them and never knew how to express them. Expressing myself was hard. My father never interacted with me despite living under the same roof and my mother sometimes would ask probing questions and even though she was well meaning, sharing my innermost thoughts felt too intimate, it made me feel vulnerable. I think this put 2 idea... » Continue Reading

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Some traditional/folk songs I like

Category: Music

I riden så - This song is part of a ballad: Den förtrollade barnaföderskan("The Enchanted Woman in Labour") originating from the 1600s. The longer story according to wikipedia is about a woman - assumed to be married and having moved into her husband's household - who asks her mother-in-law how long women are pregnant, getting the answer 40 weeks and 7 years. Possibly the mother-in-law cast a spel... » Continue Reading

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Apathy

Category: Life

I am free to do anything I want, yet I desire nothing. -Habitual mind-dulling consumption of media. Not in the least a desire, just a compulsion to keep me occupied -The sights I hiked to - underwhelming. I'm not sure the bug bites and calluses were worth it -The few books I've read - I had to use all my might not to lose interest I'm not sure what drives others to do the things they do: relations... » Continue Reading

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Broken wing display - the clever theatrics some birds perform to protect their nest

Category: Pets and Animals

This killdeer is faking wing injury to distract a fox snooping around the nest. What the fox doesn't know is that this killdeer is a brave mujahideen soldier trained in the art of war and he's luring him to an area where he had set up explosive tripmines the previous night. » Continue Reading

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