Im back on laptop again lesgo!!! So basically I haven't posted blogs that much cause ngl it's lowkey hard to use spacehey in my phone:') but yesterday my dad gave me a laptop, and I'm thankful and grateful, thanks dad! (and uncle cause I think this was my uncle's but he reformat it or sum but still :)) I'm prolly gonna re-design my profile or yap more in here again ehehe » Continue Reading
I don't like myself. I despise myself. I feel so unworthy being alive. I'm slower than my peers but I pretend that I can catch up just fine. Idk if anyone I know irl is aware of that, even my parents. My parents, I love them. They deserve a better child than me. I'm so sorry I couldn't tried harder, I really should've try better to be more of what you want me to be. From my ugly penmanship to the ... » Continue Reading
"I dont feel hungry" The food is literally right infront of me, but for these past few days. I don't really feel hungry, well I do...but I just didn't think of eating as a priority. I dont even know what's causing this, My mental health? or the food. Well I cant blame the food, its delicious and made by my mother. I'm prolly the problem. ...I'll eat my breakfast now » Continue Reading
Ok I have no idea where I'm gonna share this because idk if my friends gaf about it, I just dont know how to say it casually without sounding like a crazy person... But anyways I read Phantom Busters today, and honestly, I'm having fun. Is it funny? yes, I can barely breath, The artsyle? absolutely amazing, The plot? ngl, Interesting. I dont know how to go on a deeper level of how I feel about t... » Continue Reading
Negative thoughts striked again, and now I'm crying again. I dont even like crying because of the aftermath of it....my eyes..puffy eyes, puffy eyes plus eyebags dont really look good together. Anyways I'm gonna sleep now... » Continue Reading
I like Journaling. Its a way to express my emotions that I couldn't express to anyone I know. No one knows how far and deep i have gotten to emotions they didn't know I was having, and its really private. Today I felt tired to write about my day in the journal because of school and my mental health. It's been a rough day. So instead of writing, I audio record my journal. Turns out, I was able to l... » Continue Reading
HIII ok so im not sure if its allowed to recommend discord servers here idk😭😭 but anyways... I have a discord server that is chill, random (like multiple fandoms) and diverse and its looking boring and deserted rn because not all of the members r active except for me who uses mudae a lot💔 (yes there's mudae) made this server for a fun place to chat in and maybe an escape from reality ig🥹 I ju... » Continue Reading
A classmate from my class today told me she like my name, she sounded so excited to say my name when someone asked for my name, and honestly I feel happy, nobody has said that to me before haha. Most likely when people hear my name is that they'll reference it to that old song that lowkey said my name even tho it didnt but anways...I feel happy..hehe...I really hope I can be friends with her, she ... » Continue Reading
I feel restless...like ong. I cant even sleep, I dont understand why I'm stress...i have school tomorrow duh- but like, its a new school and its the 2nd week and I haven't gotten used to it, especially if my schedule is only Moday, Wednesday and Friday...I have a routine that I've been doing and earlier...I forgot to do that onr step and I cant stop overthinking now. I just hope I can wake up earl... » Continue Reading
Dress up games are so funn, I was looking for other dress up games in roblox and I found this one called dress up features system, holy crap its so good aukk I love it so much » Continue Reading
1st day of class at the 23rd...ngl I'm nervous and scared cause It's a different school and I should be feeling fine cause my best friend also enrolled there but like...people tho..I'm scared of people:( » Continue Reading
While checking if the music and loading screen worked, in the process I got jumpscared because of it. 😭😭 Atleast it works so YIPIIEE » Continue Reading