we are talking more often somehow?????????? i know its because of deltarune coming out and all that stuff but i cant help but feel so joyfull i know he doesnt like me, but i gen love his company, i have never felt so secure with someone that is not my sister i dont know how to thank him without sounding gay lol, i dont want everything to turn weird again and not seeing him for 9 months also now im... » Continue Reading
i got my blood results yesterday, it always says im very sick or something, like i have a gut problem, im not saturating enough, my vitamins dropped and no one knows why and stuff like that lol, i hate it because they always give me more meds for it one time i was taking like 10 meds every night lol, some for my mental health and a lot of vitamins and meds so the other meds wont fucking KILL ME no... » Continue Reading
lately i feel like im living in auto-pilot, i dont know how to explain it a witch told me that i need to do a change and that, but i dont know what to do, i started exercicing and eating healthier, i also started working but i dont know how to foccus on myself i dont know how to tell my family or friends about it, i know this is nothing to go to psych ward again but god im so scared to end up in t... » Continue Reading
i swear everything hurts like a bitch, my head, my body and all, i went to the doctor for a throat ache and today i feel terrible, if i die give everything to my sister xoxo » Continue Reading
i dont know how to start this but i have to get it out of my chest at least one in a while (sorry for my bad english) i met this guy when i was 17 fresh out of the mental hospital (i was there for a month) in a concert of a band i really like, i was with my dad and cousin because they both like it, and MY DAD told me "look, like the guys you like" i saw him at first i just though "he is kinda cute... » Continue Reading
honestly i am NOT good ar english so i will try my best to not fuck this up i am 19 (just turned lol) and i love music and baking, next year i am going to study this and i am so exited probably i will use this like a vent (not the sad one, im not thaaaat emo yet) for something i need to get off me everyday and my friends are tired of it if you want to suscribe to my love tragedy of the day you are... » Continue Reading