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lately i feel like im living in auto-pilot, i dont know how to explain it
a witch told me that i need to do a change and that, but i dont know what to do, i started exercicing and eating healthier, i also started working but i dont know how to foccus on myself
i dont know how to tell my family or friends about it, i know this is nothing to go to psych ward again but god im so scared to end up in that place once more
honestly just my sister knows about it, and her friend now that i remember
this feeling of beeing empty is so weird, last year i had friends, a boyfriend and all, now im alone again like in 2023
maybe i just need to get pretty again, or just foccus in next year when i start college, its all that is throwing me forward
maybe i should go on with beeing a vtuber again, i love social media
that is all
xoxo
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mkr2002
if you don't know what you want then you should try sitting down and letting your thoughts run around, exercise positive and negative thoughts by considering and concluding each thought that comes into your head. And remember that life is always a rollercoaster. there is no single consistent moment of clarity and happiness, it comes in waves. you will have terrible, empty thoughts, but you will eventually have happy, complete thoughts. they always balance eachother out
ive been thinking about what you wrote, tahnk you so much, it helped me a lot
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