tbh i just sit for hrs playing mc and listening to all sorts of music, its really a vibe, been listening to lot of STP and Megadeth recently so its been Plush, Dead and Bloated, a Tout Le Monde, and Angry Again on repeat haha, but i do also listen to Radiohead occasionally, what's your fav artist/album? » Continue Reading
i have discovered how to do my perfect metal vocal fry and its awesome i’ve trained myself to do long metal screams now and im getting SUPER good, i just tried the screams on Cemetary Gates by Pantera at the end (btw do not support them) and im getting real close to perfection » Continue Reading
my mental health despite longing for love and affection and etc has been quite decent actually! today i went axe throwing which, i manages to throw 2 bullseyes, real stress reliever if you ask me, its fun throwing those axes with all your might and seeing them stuck in that board haha i had some good food today aswell, the axe throwing place had a restaurant attached to it, and i got some pretzels... » Continue Reading
im surrounded by love, my friends have boyfriends and girlfriends and partners, while i sit here, alone. i’ve been alone for a while now. it could be my looks, i would hope not but, it may be. it drives me crazy, and makes me a sobbing mess at night. ever since my ex ghosted me after coming out as trans i have felt i am worthless to others.. and that seems to prove itself as time goes on. i don’t ... » Continue Reading
i had the pleasure of interacting with a chaser today who i casually talked to for about 5 minutes before it became just, gross and weird. the convo was fine at first, i wasn’t thinking anythung negative until he asked if i “looked like my pfp” he then went on rambling about fishnets and started calling me affectionate pet names when we had been talking for like 5 minutes???? hello???? i just want... » Continue Reading
genuinely gonna scream atp im so tired of school man i just wanna sleep for 10 hours pls i have to make a poster on the war on terror and take the constitution test wow so fun » Continue Reading