"survivor"
A creature born in 2003.
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Category: Music
as one does. since i've deleted my old spacehey account, the music masterlist i made there is gone. i haven't listened to stuff on it in a while anyway, so i need to remake it because i need to listen to music again in order to function normally. here it is. will be updated over time. feel free to add any suggestions in the comments. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
this is basically how my brain decides the rest of my day from the moment i wake up. one day i'll just wake up and decide/feel immobile and negative, and then the next day i can wake up feeling normal. occurrences such as these really make me question my mental health and mental state. despite having vi » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i genuinely hate that i am so addicted to using the internet and spending time looking at a screen and being online because mankind along with the internet has become so devastatingly stupid and unenjoyable that it makes me sick. there are very few people out there whom you can sit down and have a semi-normal conversation and good time with. there isn't much material to be enjoyed nowadays anymore... » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
me when i have to study for the degree i foolishly applied for 3 years ago thinking it'd contribute to my knowledge and wellbeing » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I either just never moved on from the mindset of a teenager, which isn't very unlikely, or maybe I just genuinely have a reason to be upset. I've been somewhat gloomy lately and have been growing increasingly irritable and unstable because I am alone. I have very few friends, and I barely see them either. For a while, I sort of thought that this was just how I function: I feel like I am "better fr... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Been a while since I've posted. Been occupied with other things. The Steam Deck is surprisingly fun to use, though I will say my almost hypochondriac-like fixation with not playing with it while it's charging is affecting my experience. Exams started about a week ago or so. Applications for the next exam term start tomorrow. I have lots of things to do but I am frankly in a state where I would muc... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Hello chat! Very lazy blog with no layout and tweaking because I'm on the phone and I can't be bothered to put more effort into making the post look all nice and dark and stuff. Take it or leave it! Anyway! Sunday, July 6th, 2025. I am! Excited! As fuck! The heat and other physical ailments have kept me down for about 2-3 days, but today I sprung back to life! I have been sitting in my favorite ca... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Hello to the people reading this! Comments have been disabled as I'm not looking for feedback, but rather just trying to make sense of things and put things into perspective for myself so I can maybe come back to the post a few months later and see whether any change or progress occurred. Anyhow. The other entries in which I had to vent and complain more passionately about the things troubling » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
just shut up! just shut the fuck up and be quiet! i don't even mean this in a mean way! listen! » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
hello chat it's 11:35am as i'm writing this as is known, time is a flat circle and nothing ever happens. after every low comes a period of stability or even a high. today it's is stability, althou » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
so like, what is this? what is all of this? i woke up today, slept in naturally to make up for all the sleep ive lost in recent times. it feels nice to just keep sleeping... and keep sleeping. and keep sleeping. and keep » Continue Reading
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