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the end 10.28.25 / 20.29
Category: Life
it’s been over.. who am i kidding? why hold on? why not let go.. be free?.. why not float?.. why not just go? » Continue Reading
Syn
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Hospitals.. 10.19.25 / 19.19
Category: Blogging
i hate being in hospitals. i hate walking in.. i hate the machines that beep.. the yellow flashes.. the red.. the coughing that travels through the halls. the pitiful drawing little johnny colored on the walls. the walls that so many hands touched, the walls that saw so many souls... that came and went.. some even stayed.. life is so sudden.. one minute you're 5, thinking life couldn't get any bet... » Continue Reading
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10.16.25 / 02.22
Category: Books and Stories
caught angel numbers today.. i was supposed to be writing daily, whether its in my journal or on here.. so far.. no bueno. i ended up forgetting about both.. but it's okay. i finally finished "we were liars".. (the book) and i picked up "the obsession", so far.. the main character "logan"... thinks so weird. reading his thoughts is like catching one big ick.. im only on page.. 17 and i already wan... » Continue Reading
10.14.25 / 18.17
Category: Life
i dislike opening up to new people.. "overshare.. overshare" i tell myself to stop talking but sometimes, i have to get it out. i feel like i really need to just go away. for everyone's sake. maybe im better off alone.. hell, or even gone. i dislike the life that im "living" now. i dislike the me that i've become. i dislike who's reflection i see. i dislike the anger that surrounds my heart.. i d... » Continue Reading
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10.10.25 / 05.14
Category: Life
something quick for today’s post.. something about stars.. looking at the stars is like finding a memory and allowing myself to sit there for a while i love the stars because they remind me that there’s always a reason to smile they are a symbol of the past, but can also represent a future i love stars i love she i love s » Continue Reading
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10.08.25 / 03.28
Category: Life
BONUS i used to think that because it happened to those around me/in books & movies.. it would work if i tried. it didn't. » Continue Reading
10.08.25 / 02.51
Category: Life
"SPLIT".. a dump/chat whats up with these.. ones as the last digit lately.. i think my life is a movie.. i really do. everything i do is no longer my own actions.. i feel like im literally splitting into two people.. "R" & "N".. and "R" hates this so much.. wait.. im "R"- anyways.. i literally hate when "N" comes out and wants this fairy-tale life. people pleaser, she is.. i am not. i am meant to ... » Continue Reading
10.07.25 / 02.31
Category: Writing and Poetry
im in love with a monster killer title huh? i bet i'd devour a poem with that title.. ohhh the way i could do multiple meanings and everything.. okay.. gotta blast yall- » Continue Reading
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"Oblivion"
Category: Writing and Poetry
oblivion separation from the feeling of me being me again trapped in solitude but not the solitude i need the solitude that enables me to hide and allow my wounds to bleed oblivion my new home for oblivion is where i belong so don’t help me because help doesn’t work it will only leave you scarred and me more hurt so i remain trapped in oblivion because escaping my doom never worked » Continue Reading